Love you forever || SKZ ff

Seungmin's little Sister

Author's POV

Seungmin and Misun have always been close siblings. From the time Misun was just born, all the way to high school, they were always there for each other. when Misun Just started seventh grade (12 years old) and Seungmin 10th grade, ( Just turned 16 years old), exactly on October first, their parents got into a terrible car accident and died, leaving Seungmin and Misun with their Grandma. Misun was always happy and had a big infectious smile, but that changed when her parents died. Same with Seungmin, he was always laughing with his sister and friends but for both of them, they became really sad.

Seungmin's Parents told him he had an amazing voice and that he should train in a company and show everybody how awesome his voice is. He wasn't really sure of but since his parents died and they were very sure of it, he wanted his parents' wishes to come true. He applied to train at JYP and he got in. He felt happy for the first time in months. His parents died in October and it is now March.

As life went on the two siblings became more and more closer. Seungmin felt he needed to protect his younger sister and keep her happy. Sure his Grandma was there but he and his sister were never close with her. Of course that changed as their Grandma took care of them.

Misun became very depressed. She never really had any friends, and that didn't help at all. At the end of her 8th-grade year, she began to get bullied but she never shared that with anyone. She never smiled anymore. Seungmin tried his best to make her happy again but he was busy with training.

Misun started high school and she was still getting bullied and it just got worse. She didn't do anything about it. She didn't want to be a burden on anyone. She didn't want to make Seungmin worry about her, he already was doing so much with his training. She didn't want to bother her grandma about it either, because her grandma already did so much for them.

Halfway through the school year already (January) and the bullying didn't stop. Misun became very self-conscious, timid, and shy to speak. She didn't talk to anyone at school and no one talked to her besides the people who verbally abused her. Misun didn't understand what she did wrong or why they were being rude to her. She just blamed it on herself. She told herself that she was always the problem and that she was always ruining everything even though she never was.

Choi Yura was always the one bullying her. Yura and her 2 other friends were always the ones bullying her. They were in the same class as Misun. One time Yura bullied her in front of the whole class when the teacher left the classroom for something. Misun was very embarrassed. The class saw what happened and they didn't know what to do, they felt bad for Misun. No one did anything to stop, they are scared of Yura.

Misun's first year of high school was not going so well for her. She would cry herself to sleep every night and mentally hurt herself.

TW self-harm

'I am just in the way all the time, what's the point of even being here anymore!' she thought one night after a really tough day. 'I wish I can just end it all right here!' She took her scissors and put them across her stomach. "I hate myself!" She sobbed quietly to herself and slit her stomach really deep.

There was a 2-inch cut across her upper stomach and there was blood pouring out of it. Misun cried even harder to the point she couldn't keep quiet anymore. The pain in the cut she made and the pain from the words that haunted her made her sob loudly.

Seungmins POV

I was getting ready for bed after finishing up singing practice when I heard cries from within the house. I checked on grandmas room first but she was sound asleep. The cries grew louder as I walked toward Misun's room. I realized it was Misun. Why is she crying? Did I do something? Did somebody hurt her? No, it was probably me for not protecting her well enough. I'm so stupid how could I have done this, it's all my fault.

Author POV

Seungmin thought of all these things as he ran towards Misun's room. He entered it to see blood on the floor and his little sister crying in pain. He noticed the scissors covered in blood laying next to Misun. Seungmin felt tears build up in his eyes as he saw the pain she was in. He wondered why she was in so much pain and how long has she been in pain.

Misun's POV

I tried to cry quieter but the pain was too much. Why did I do this to myself? I'm so stupid. The pain is weird, it's not just coming from the stupid cut I made but also from deep down. It's making me want to scream. I'm so angry at myself for being so stupid. I'm so mad at Yura for treating me like crap but I don't blame her. I deserve all of this pain. I sobbed while trying to stop the bleeding when Seungmin came in. he stared at me with tears building up in his eyes. I'm so scared, He's probably going to kill me for hurting myself. I cried even harder but I tried making it silent while I avoided eye contact with Seungmin.

He came running over to me and hugged me with tears spilling out of his eyes. I hugged him back and let out all my tears. For a second I felt loved and happy while being in my loving brother's embrace until I remembered the pain. I let go of the hug and grabbed my towel to stop the bleeding and look at Seungmin.

Authors POV

"Who made you want to do this?" Seungmin asked softly and in anguish.

Misun sniffled and looked up at Seungmin. "N-no *sniff* one".

"Hey it's ok, you don't have to tell me right now. Tell me when you're ready, I just want to know if you're okay". He said with a warm smile making Misun hug him.

"I did it because I was angry at myself. I'm always the problem or I'm always ruining something. I-I thought if I *sniff* w-would just disappear everything would be better." Misun stuttered.

Seungmin's heart broke after hearing that. He only wanted his sister to be happy but she has been hurting for a while and he didn't even notice, he became angry at himself.

"A girl in my cl-class h-has been uh" Misun wasn't sure if she should tell him.

"It's okay Misun, you don't have to worry, you don't have to tell me if you don't want to."

"No, Chio Yura in my class has been verbally bullying me since the end of last year. I don't know what I did so I've been trying to just leave her be but she kept coming to me and telling me these things that hurt me." Misun finally got that off her chest and hugged Seungmin. He comforted her but he wanted to know what kind of things Yura said to her and why she did it but that didn't matter right this second, he was happy that Misun told him.

"I Love you so much Misun, don't you ever forget it. I will always be here for you, and don't forget what your name means ok, Beauty and goodness with a pure heart". Seungmin and Misun hugged for a second more before looking at the cut and cleaning up the mess.

Seungmin and Misun's relationship grew stronger that night and they never kept things from each other again.

"I'll always love you forever," Seungmin said.