Stuck in this illusion called "US"

Chapter 4 :

Eos Pov :

The game already ended and we won the game while my friends are happy, I can't still forget about what happened earlier.
I feel like she's really my Gaia, I know in my heart coz while I was watching her earlier
I felt something that only Gaia can make me feel.

Naputol ang pag iisip ko nung tinawag na ako ng mga kaibigan. While walking I'm hoping that I'll see her again eventhough I didn't see her face.

Gaia Pov :

I've been busy preparing for my new song and  upcoming concert for the past months.
I barely see my parents and friends. I thanked them for understanding how busy I am.

For the past months hindi ko pa rin makalimutan yung player na nakasuot ng jersey number 16. Her last name is Perez been trying to search her on social media pero sumuko na ako, sa dami ba namang Perez and I didn't even saw her face.

Argh! I really can't forget her and I'm getting frustrated already but yeah life must go on,
I have a lot of things to do and I don't want to disappoint my fans.

Eos Pov:

Ilang buwan na ang lumipas simula nung gabing yun hanggang ngayon iniisip ko pa rin siya. Sino kaya yun ? iniisip ko pa rin siya hanggang ngayon. Bahala na di ko rin naman nakita mukha nya.

Sobrang saya ko dahil malapit nang lumabas ang bagong kanta ni Gaia tapos may concert pa siya kaso nga lang nung nalaman ko kung kailan magaganap ang concert niya nalungkot ako dahil wala ako dito nun. But because I really love her , I bought tickets for my friends they will be going to her concert instead of me.

I’ve been busy lately coz I’m processing my papers.  I’m going to stay in Amsterdam for 2years dahil kailangan ako ni mama dun para tulungan siya sa small business namin dun.

Hindi pa talaga siguro right time para makita ko si Gaia sa personal. Maybe when the right time comes I’ll get to meet her in person. My phone is ringing , i picked it up and answered the call.

Phone call:

Hello – Eos

Pre tuloy ba tayo mamaya ? pinapatanong ng barkada di kana naman kasi nagbasa ng gc eh – Riley

Oo tuloy tayo , sunduin mo ko ha bestfriend – Eos

Ayan tayo eh tinatawag mo lang ako ng ganyan tuwing may kailangan ka o di kaya nagpapasundo ka – Riley

Hahahaha! Totoo naman talaga na bestfriend kita , wag kang mag alala bibilhan kita ng pinakamamahal mong manok – Eos

Talaga ? kahit tatlong bucket pa yan ? bibilhan mo ko ? – Riley

Oo naman basta sunduin mo lang ako tinatamad akong mag drive eh hahaha – Eos

Okay master masusunod  basta yung manok ko wag mong kakalimutan ! sge na kitakits nalang mamaya – Riley

After Riley and I talked. I went back on fixing my things while fixing something caught my attention the first album of Gaia that I  bought . 

Parang nag flashback lahat lahat sakin ,  kung kailan ko siya nakita sa social media. Kung kailan ko narinig ang mga kanta nya. Kung paano siya nagsilbing inspirasyon ko nung mga panahon na lugmok na lugmok ako.

She helped me surpassed the darkest time in my life. Her music made me forget the pain and sorrow that i felt. Her voice made me felt at ease . Her smile became my painkiller and lastly her laugh that made me smile for the first time.

Becoming her fan unexpectedly was the best thing in my life , people may not understand what i feel and what impact Gaia made to my life that push me to become a better person.