Star struck

Estrella

Later that night
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Domenico•

Purple
I say looking at my tongue in the mirror
I didn't know what happened one minute I was trying to tease Lena and the next she was teasing me

After I locked my lips on hers she got up and left
I was confused ...

Did I do something wrong ??
Is my breath stank ??
I cup my hand and blow, smells good to me I shrug

I exit my bathroom and lay in bed

All I can think about is Lena She's the kind of girl that makes me want to watch the sky looking for a heart shaped cloud wishing and praying it makes it to her.

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Lena

3 weeks later

I had been avoiding Domenico ever since the incident happened

I don't what came over me , I've never behaved that way

well sort of

I haven't been in a relationship since i was 18 and I didn't want anyone attached to me or me attached to anyone because we all know how heart break goes.

And no boy has one option ever... there will always be another girl, the same snap going to his whole roster, the same flirty lines , the same conversations
as he's in bed face timing you there will be another girl staring at delivered waiting for a reply theres always another girl.

And i don't want to deal with that , so Ive been avoiding Domenico ever since the incident happened

But sometimes at night, i think about him.

well... most nights i think about him

about the things i could've done differently, said differently...

there was just always something about him that drew me back and it feels like i can never fully avoid him anyway , but then again maybe he doesn't even like me and just wanted a one night stand

I don't know

but he was so sweet and I still ran away like usual

I sigh and get up from the edge of my bed

Ive been in Italy for an month now and Ive became really good friends with the people I live with,

thank God

I walk downstairs to grab me a bagel before heading to school

And there he is standing there with his hands in his pocket smiling his beautiful smile talking to chase

I ignore him per usual

opening the fridge I grab the bagels sitting there and pop them in the toaster

I sit at the island and wait

Domenico comes in the kitchen and fixes his apple juice

like always , im starting to think he pees apple juice

The top drops on the floor

"Dang it" he groans

He does this all the time , I roll my eyes

Ding

my bagels are done

I grab the cream cheese spread it on there and rush out the door.

Domenico•
Its been 3 weeks since i've heard from lena
I only see her on school mornings and on weekends she never leaves her room unless shes hanging with her "girls" as she calls them.

I miss her

I can still remember the day we first met
her eyes met mine and they danced with each other

the feeling it gave me
the butterflies that I never knew I had swarmed inside of me

In the little time i had knew her felt like eternity

why does no one talk about how hard it is to move on from someone you never dated ??

Its as if i blew my chance before I even had one

"lets go down to lake" a voice says interrupting me from my thoughts

it was luna she was looking for something to do pre usual

"ahh man i cant i was just about to hit the gym" i lie

she shrugs and walks off

i walk upstairs to shower and calm my thoughts.