Wow. You've actually done it. You've killed him. Mentally. He hung himself, right near the window, by your cot. He loves you, no matter how annoying you are.
No matter how much you deny it. No matter how many flaws you have. And you just disregarded it. You're a piece of crap.
He committed suicide because of you. He loves you. He misses you. He needs you. He wants you.
Sadly, you don't even like him back. How pathetic of you. Someone likes you or even loves you and you push them away.
What kind of inconsiderate girl does that? Only you, of course.
No one expected less from the reclusive one with hardly any friends. You may be cruel, but driving someone to suicide? Your terrible words to him?!
That's taking it to the next level. True love or friendship shouldn't operate like that.
If you were upset with him, you two should have talked it over..instead of causing him to hang himself with those horrible words of yours.
And you wonder why everyone hated you. He hated you first, but that was all in the past. The past is long gone, sweetie. You should have known that.
And to be quite honest, that was immature. Driving someone to suicide all because he was "making fun of you" and "he had nothing else to live for."
The solution? Talk it over. Simple as that. Of course, talking it over isn't as simple as said, but it's very obvious that it's the solution to your problem.
..How funny. You're still asleep, completely oblivious to the fact that someone's dangling above the ceiling. You're just selfish.
Selfish, immature, childish and inconsiderate.
But the absolute worst thing about you is your approach. Ever since you two were locked in the basement, you guys hardly talked. At least, not in a carefree manner.
He was most likely scared to even open his mouth. Why? Because he was afraid you'd judge him.
As a reason as small as that, it speaks volumes. That is something that cannot be overlooked. You know what? Instead of him killing himself, there's a better candidate: You.
He didn't deserve to die, yet he did. You don't deserve to live, yet you're still alive.
If you want to know and experience love -- "real" love -- then you should have joined him. Hopefully when you wake up, you'll realize what you've done.
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Bloodbath [Inanimate Insanity Fanfic]
FanfictionFollowing an ongoing apocalyptic battle, Taco and Balloon are forced to lay low and try to survive the apocalypse together -- even though they hate each other. [Cover made by me. Credit to the Inanimate Insanity crew.] [First Person (Sorry!)]