BOOK 1 of the raising series
When new girl Aiko Shu moves to California with her Father after escaping from her crazy mother and her family she transfers to a new school where she meets the nice and the mean people. With nowhere to fit in she feels...
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Being able to be with my daughter on her first birthday is the best feeling ever but the feeling contrasting it not so much. The fear and anxiety of meeting Malik extended family today is horrible.
The fear that they wouldn't like me or my daughter and wouldn't except us... Well not so much us but won't except my daughter into there family makes me physically shake.
Ive already gotten my baby dressed and put her little curls into a style I've breastfed her aswell and now she's sleeping peacefully whilst I batter my face with make up.
I so desperatly wanted to put Blake in a colourful puffy dress for her first birthday party but her daddy is already overprotective and refuses to let me. So instead I dressed her so that she was still adorable but wouldn't get heat strokes in this crazy fucking weather.
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Her hair was another challenge I had to face because it's shorts and curlier then I'm ever used to because I have pin straight hair. I'm trying me best to get use to her hair and make it look presentable but when I say this girl has some crazy yet beautiful hair I mean it.
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Her hair might be extremely long for her age seeing as she came out with an afro but it is still shorter than I'm use to.
Me however I'm leaving my hair down and straight my hair is very long yes to the point it is tickling my ass. And I used make up to cover the fact that I am a mom to a 1 year old girl who wakes up 3 time a night to drink from my tits like a cow. I go for a simple dress and heel combo.
