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chapter 9

Misako POV before the "talk"

Wu told me he had a meeting with an old friend but it can't be if the boy is Lloyd's age so i excused myself and went to the kitchen and nearly closed the door but open enough to hear what they were saying.

Time skip
after the talk and the awkward silence began

I was shocked. And why were they talking without me? Everything that ha something to do with my son has to do with me too, right? It's not enough that Wu keeps getting Lloyd to his place for some reason he doesn't want to tell me. Ugghhhhhh. I hear Morro saying he wants to eat so i rush and out food into the plates before they could get inside the kitchen

Time skip
Sleep time
(TW SEVERE TOPICS SUCH AS SELF H@RM AND SU¡CIDAL THOUGHTS)

Lloyd POV

I can't believe that my mom was okay with Uncles Wu ideea. He wanted Morro to sleep in my room but i don't have more beds in my room ( why would I ) and he needs to sleep in my bed. UUGGHHH. I get myself in bed and Morro is next to me. As i listen to his breathing gets progressively slower and more quiet ( i won't do lemon sorry I'm asexual ) i think of everything that happened today. Kai bullied me again. Why dies everyone hates me? I didn't actually do anything to them only my father did. When i made sure everyone was asleep i went to my personal bathroom and opened an empty male shampoo bottle and get a small but extremely sharp blade.

After that i start cutting myself with it. The cuts keep getting deeper...and deeper.... Lots of blood runs on both my hands and the floor was now crimson red. I kept cutting until there was no place on my lower part of the hand and the first part of the upper part without being covered on blood. I hate myself so MUCH. Why can't I be just like everyone else. I started silently crying. I can't make any noise or people will come to check what's wrong and i don't want that. I kept on cutting just a bit more... And just a bit.... Wait i think I've went too far this time. Fuck. My whole hand is covered in blood even my shoulders. I should clean this mess soon. But... I can't move... WHY CAN'T I MOVE?! I literally can't move even a bit.... I feel numb..... Why ...w..why is everything.... getting....darker.....

No one's POV

Lloyd couldn't move because he lost too much blood. He slowly lost his consciousness as he started there with his hands in the sink... After he fainted he fell to the ground but miraculously it didn't really make any sound.

Morro POV

I woke up in the middle of the night. J check the time on the digital clock next to me. Lloyd showed me how it works and now i can read it :) it was 3:48 AM. A weird light was coming from the other part of a door that was in his room. What room was that? Oh yeah he told me his mother and him had different bathrooms and that this was his bathroom. I waited for him 10 minutes on the clock and he didn't even make a sound. That was weird. I went to check if he didn't fall into the toilet and drowned or something idk. I knock. Again. I knock once more.
M- Lloooooooyyydd
He didn't answer
M- Lloyd if you don't answer I'll oped the door, i say as i observe the fact that it was unlocked. Still no answer. I really had to check on him. Tf could happen? He drowned in the the toilet or he made a shower and drowned there? If the shower one was it'll be kinda cringe to just bumb into him but yeah . As i slowly open the bathroom door i see a huge puddle of crimson red blood. I froze. Tf? Did my man got his period? I didn't knew man had periods LoL. At least ALIVE men because i don't. Anyway i slowly keep on opening the door more and see... Lloyd unconscious on the bathroom floor with a HUGE blood puddle surrounding him. Is he dead? Tf happened? and i didn't even hear a sound?! I had this weird feeling in my stomach seeing him hurt like this. Usually i like to see people suffer but it was just different for him. What is this? Like some butterflies in my stomach but in a bad way. Like my stomach has Twisted inside me. I was in shock for both Lloyd and tf i was feeling rn. I didn't know what to do. Should i call misako? The ambulance? DAH WHOLE HOSPITAL???? Misako would be the best option now because she's her mother.
M-MISAKO ! MISAKO! I shout as loud as i can.
Mi- w-what she said from her room with a sleepy voice didn't realizing she wasn't talking to her son because she would have talked in a more formal way with guests.
M- Misako COME HERE ASAP!!!
Mi- If i may ask what does ASAP means? She said in a very polite way. I think she realized she wasn't talking to Lloyd but to a "guest".
M- AS SOON AS POSSIBLE
Mi- okay? She said as i hear her coming here.
She froze when seeing Lloyd. I could see tears forming in her eyes. I kinda felt bad for her .
Mi- MORRO SHAT ARE YOU JUST STANDING THERE CALL AN AMBULANCE!
And so i did. In about 3 minutes an ambulance full of nurses arrived and took Lloyd to the hospital. I saw a tall, blonde Lady talking to misako and her nearly bursting in tears. I went closer to see what they were talking about.
N(nurse)- I am sorry to inform you this but in this form we can expect the worst. He lost so much blood no wonder he's unconscious. He lost most of his blood and his arms are severely damaged. I'm sorry but i sincerely don't know if we will be able to save him.
What. So Lloyd will most likely die? And i started to get attached to him :( he's not a sinner i think so he will most likely go to heaven so I won't be able to meet him. After that i was just standing there half not conscious. Everything was just bluey and it was just some like... Scenes one after other like some images one after another and the sounds were barely hearable. I think i know what this feeling is bad feeling like my stomach Twisted is. I think i am worried so bad that it makes me sick.

Writters note
This is the longest chapter I've ever written:) i hope you like it and also thank you all so much for 260+ reads i love y'all smmmm ✨🩷🩷🩷 i hope you have a great day/night/ anything in between ✨🩷
This chapter has nearly 1200 words :)