... i got the courage to open the door and went in...
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When I got in, I saw Sanzu standing at his balkony smoking.
He seemed pretty surprised about me.
,,I didn't expect you to come to me, is everything okay? ... Did you cry?"
As he asked if I cried, i remembered why i was here.
I couldn't hold my tears in anymore.
,,Hey... Did something happened...?
You...you can tell me if you want..."He walked to me, but my first thought was to not let him get near me.
But instead of him being like Mikey, he took me in his arms to comfort me.
I first backed up, expecting him to probably force me like Mikey, but he actually let go.
,,Do you feel uncomfortable around me?"
He somehow didn't seem like he was just trying to be nice, it was more like he really was trying to help me.
At first i was not too sure, but i remembered him being the only one here that j could talk to.
I sat down on his bed as he sat next to me.
,,You can tell me what happened..."
He slightly patted my back as he tried to comfort me.
,,I should've listened to you..."
He sighed, it was almost like he knew what happened.
,,You alone doesn't have a chance to get out of a situation like this."
I was confused about what he was talking about. I barely even told him what happened.
,,Do you even know what happen-"
,,Yes,,
I got cut of by him as i talked, he looked worried but he just stared at my eyes saying nothing.
,,If you came here, expecting me to help you, there's nothing I can do against Mikey."
My whole mind was a mess.
,, W-what do you mean..."
I wasn't able to talk probably, since i was shaking like shit.
,, He's my Boss. I can't do anything about it."
He sighed as he said that and went to his balkony to light up another cigarette.
I was still sitting on his bed, trying to realize what happened in all this time.
When I walked next to him, he just gave me one of his cigarettes without saying anything.
,,I don't smoke."
He didn't gave a fuck at all and just gave it to me anyways.
,,Do you trust me?"
This question was so sudden, that i didn't even realize what he asked me.
,,What...?"
,,I asked you if you trust me."
I wasn't too sure about my awnser. I barely know him, but the only one that is trustworthy her is probably him.
,,I don't know... I just got here and i don't even know you good enough..."
I was a bit scared of what he will awnser, but it was actually really unexpected.
,,Then... What do you want me to do to gain your trust...?"
I didn't expect this from him. I thought he would easily just force me like Mikey did, but no.
He didn't seem like it at first, but it was like he really cared, which surprised me.
,,I don't know... Can I trust you?"
,,I can help you, but only if you trust me"
As he said that, he blew smoke into my face which made me cough and him grinning at me.
He made me laugh too, i really wouldn't have known that he was the person in the end that's being nice.
I didn't noticed it before, but his whole room smelled like alcohol and cigarettes.
Even if i didn't smoke with him, he managed to calm me down.
He made me forget everything that just happened...
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This chapter was a bit short, but the next chapter is gonna be extra long (and will contain some smut 😏).
Anyways thank you for reading and
Have a good day/night ♡
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