Youtuber Roommates: Jacksepticeye x Reader

Chapter 23

Mark's P.O.V.

It had got really boring the last few weeks. Me and Sean have been focusing on recordings while Amy and Y/n have been getting ready for holiday plans which was us planning on having a party here with friends. The party sounds fun, but we have all became so busy with things that it is getting really boring having to do the same thing to get prepared for the holiday season. After I got recordings done for today, I decided to relax in bed for a little while. "Hey sweetie you, ok? You've been acting like your upset the past few days is something wrong?" "I'm fine Amy just feeling tired and worn out from getting holiday videos ready." "Are you sure that is all I noticed you have been relaxing in here a lot these past few days? You know I have time if you need to talk over things, so you don't just keep them bottled up in your head and get overwhelmed." "I'm ok Amy I promise and if I need to talk, I will let you know." "Ok I just don't want you to get overwhelmed by bottling up thoughts. Bye love you." "Bye love you too Amy." I sat there thinking over what Amy was saying and it made me think I should talk to her about how I have been feeling. When I walked into the living room the only one there was Sean. "Hey Mark, you, ok?" "Yeah, why do you ask?" "Cause you look like you're on the verge of crying." "I do?" "Yeah, go look in the mirror." I went to see what Sean was talking about and when I looked in the bathroom mirror, I understood what he meant. "Fuck I do look like I'm on the verge of tears. Shit I don't want to talk to Amy like this she might think I lied to her before. Maybe I should just deal with my thoughts myself." I walked back to the living room and Sean was just watching Tv with the dogs laying on the floor. "Sean, do you know where Amy went?" "Yes, her and Y/n went to go run errands they should be back in a few minutes. Why do you ask is there something wrong?"

"Not exactly I just needed to talk to her about some things I'll wait till she gets back." "If you don't mind me asking, what did you want to talk to her about?" "It's nothing just weird feelings and thoughts I have been having recently." "Are you sure it's nothing Mark you look even more like you're fixing to start crying?" "No, I'm fine it's nothing I swear. I'll go wait for her to get back in our room." "Fuck I got to get out of here I really do feel like I'm fixing to burst out crying and I really don't want Sean to worry as much as Amy might. Because she will when Sean says it looked like I was fixing to start crying." But when I got to mine and Amy's room I did start to sob slightly. "Please don't come and check on me Sean."

Sean's P.O.V.

"I should probably go check on him he seemed like there was something really wrong. No Sean don't he might just need to be left alone. No fuck it I am going to talk to him whether he likes it or not because it seemed like he needed help." When I got to Mark's door, I did hear him softly crying. "I fucking knew it something is up I have to be a good friend and comfort him." "Hey Mark, I can hear you're crying you sure you don't just want to talk to me till Amy gets back?" "No l-leave me a-a-alone I'm f-f-fine." "Bullshit Mark, you're stuttering your words and I repeat I can hear you crying so what's wrong talk to me I will try to help and if I can't I'll ask Amy to come home to help you." "N-no I'm fine d-d-don't call Amy I can w-wait till she gets back." "I'm coming in you need someone to talk to if you're this upset to the point of tears." "N-no you don't h-have to w-worry about m-m-me I will be fine." "Nope I'm not leaving till you tell me why your upset that you're in here crying." "You know you're an asshole." "I might be but I'm also your friend that is worried since you're upset." "Fine y-you're not going to leave m-me alone till I talk about what has been bothering me are you?" "Nope. But I think you need to stop crying before you try talking so you don't stutter any." "Ok b-but it might take a second." "I'm not going to go anywhere because I want you to tell me what's wrong." "Ok." I started to hug Mark to help him calm down. "Ok what am I missing here?" "A-Amy when did you g-get home?" "A few minutes ago. Oh, Mark why are you crying you told me you were fine?" "That's why I was hugging him I was trying to calm him down so he could tell me what was wrong." I said. "Thanks Sean but I think I can talk to him to figure out what is wrong. Besides Y/n wanted to show you something in the living room." "Ok I guess you can tell me later Mark." When I went downstairs Y/n was sitting on the couch on her phone. "Amy said you wanted to show me something." "Yeah, but are you ok?" "I thought I was why do you ask?" "Your eyes are starting to tear up." "Dammit Mark now you got me upset." "What's wrong with Mark?" "I don't know but Amy is talking with him now." "Ok come sit down." "What did you want to show me?" "That can wait do you need to talk so you don't start crying also?" "I might." "Ok come here." She started to cuddle me, and I just started talking really fast about what was on my mind. "Ok so I have been getting stressed about making all the holiday videos, stressed for you about setting up the party if it will go good for us, and now I'm worried what is up with Mark since he burst out in tears.

Which is what I'm starting to do now." "It's ok maybe you and Mark both needed to start crying to get your emotions out to not bottle them up. Also, I don't care if you cry if it helps you to open up and talk to me." "Thank y-you but this f-fucking sucks because I hate crying." "It's ok just lay here and calm down." She started to rub my back the way she always does to comfort me. "You know you might make me fall asleep doing that." "Well, if you need a nap that's alright." "Why are you being so caring and understanding of me?" "Because I love you and I think it is ridiculous for people to tell men that they shouldn't cry or show emotions because it makes them weak. The way I feel is that it makes men stronger if they do show emotions and get help from their partners or professional help from therapy if needed." "Thank you that's exactly what me and Mark always say in our videos. I agree it's weird to tell men not to have feelings." I then kissed her on her cheek and laid down on her chest and relaxed with her rubbing my back. I was still sobbing slightly but calming down. "I didn't want you to get upset over my bullshit Sean." Mark said when he entered the room. "Your emotions and worries aren't bullshit Mark. Whatever made you upset like Sean told me you were was something you needed to get off your chest and if crying helped then that's what needed to happen." Y/n said. "I was fixing to say the same thing Y/n." Amy said joining our conversation. "What was your worries, Mark?" Y/n said. "Stressing over holiday videos, stressing about the party, feeling like I'm getting burned out from doing the same tasks this past few weeks that are feeling boring, and now if Sean is ok since he is also crying." "He'll be ok he just had the same worries as you about the videos and the party." "I am starting to get sleepy with you rubbing my back sweetie." I said yawning. "You can take a nap if you need it Sean, I was thinking about taking one since me getting upset gave me a slight headache." Mark also said yawning.

Y/n's P.O.V.

Amy sat on the other couch and Mark started to lay on her like Sean was laying on me. Then it wasn't long before both guys were fast asleep laying on our laps. So, me and Amy hung out and talked about what we wanted to do at the party. "What if I prank Mark with mistletoe?" "That would be funny I don't think Sean would fall for it if I tried but Mark might." "Yeah, who knows it might work too well." "What is that supposed to mean Amy?" "Come on what do you think I mean?" "I don't know what cou- wait gross Amy I didn't need that image in my head." "Sorry but knowing Mark's brain it could happen." "Yeah, it might." We started laughing at our conversation. Then Mark started to move on Amy's lap, so we thought we woke him up, but it was just him moving in his sleep. Which made Amy think he was cold, so she grabbed the blanket behind her and covered him up. I did the same to Sean with the blanket behind me just in case he might also be getting cold. I think he was because he snuggled more closer to me on my lap. Mine and Amy's conversation continued till Mark started to moan in his sleep. "Ok that's extremely hilarious." "He does that sometimes and it has woke me up so many times." "I just hope he doesn't wake up with morning wood from a dream since he is doing that." "Well, I could see." She then lifted the cover, and her cheeks went cherry red. "Let me guess he does since your face went cherry red." She nodded. "I guess that means I have to wake him up even though he will be really embarrassed." "Yes, but I think he won't be as embarrassed as he would if Sean was awake." "Why do you say that Y/n?" "N-no reason." "Seriously what makes you say that?" "Fine the day after I had moved in I kind of accidently seen Mark naked." "How did that happen?" "If I tell you don't laugh." "It depends on how funny it is." "Ok I wanted to make him and Sean breakfast but realized we needed groceries so I went to wake him up so I would know what to get that both of them would like to eat." "And." "I didn't hear anything through the door, so I assumed he was still asleep, so I opened the door, and he was naked looking for clothes after a shower." "S-so you accidently seen him naked because you t-thought h-he was still asleep." She said laughing. "Yes, stop laughing." "Sorry, that's just funny since who we're talking about." "Ok are you going to wake him up now?" "Yes. Mark. Mark wake up. Come on wake up." "What? Oh shit." "That's why Amy was waking you up." "Is Sean still asleep?" "Yes, he is." "Ok well that is less embarrassing." "See I told you Amy."