APHRODISIAC

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You came home covered in blood and when I say covered, I mean drenched.  All the lights were on and your messy house was surprisingly clean. From beginning to end, top to bottom.

' It didn't look this way before I left, plus I kept all the windows and doors locked. So how...'  That's what you thought to yourself before looking at everything again and going over what you just conversed in your head before asking yourself once more

" I'm not alone....am I?"

With that, there was silence. Well, you did just mutter to yourself so no one can really hear you say it. But then again, that doesn't mean someone isn't listening, they could just be hiding somewhere you wouldn't even think to pay attention to.

You could just be paranoid, OR it could be your gut telling you that you in fact weren't alone, and that he was here. Here waiting for your next move. Anticipation running through his veins.

Yes you had blood on you, but did that matter to you or him at the moment? No. All that mattered to you was finding out who got in your house. And all that mattered to him was you.

He watched you intently. A lovesick grin on his face and a lustful look in his eyes. He smiled lovingly but his grin had a little violence to it as well. He bit his thumb in excitement when he thought of all the different reactions you would have on your face.

All those reactions for only him to see. It took him so much effort not to pounce on you right then and there. He was debating on coming out of his hiding spot and showing himself to you in that moment.

He couldn't.

He shouldn't.

But, he had to wait.

' Ah, look at her. Looking so helpless and scared. I should comfort them but I don't want to scare them yet. Besides, I'm not done having fun with them.' He said in his mind as his eyes tracked you everywhere you went. It was surprising how you didn't see him yet. But he could see you.

He looked at your legs, slowly trailing his eyes up to your thighs, then your stomach, and finally your lips. He wanted to ruin those lips oh so badly. He wanted to ruin every inch of your body, every curve, everything.

The way your legs shook made him wonder if he could get your legs to shake from his own movements. The way your lips trembled from fear made him want to put his lips on yours. He wanted to know how they feel, how they taste. He wanted it all.

He had to restrain himself from yelling out at you. He didn't want to hurt you. Not like he did last time. Not like he did when you first met. When you were still working with him as a harbinger.

He remembers when he would send letters to you. Yes, as corny as it sounds, he would send letters to you. At first, they were sweet and had kind words to them. Then, they gradually got violent with each one that he sent out to you.

He would secretly watch you open each letter with a gitty smile on his face. The corners of his lips going ear to ear, reaching his eyes. However, when he watched you open the last letter, something awakened in him. This new feeling of making you scared of him.

But why were you scared? Was it because of the aggressiveness of the wording in each letter? Was it the way you could feel someone watching you open each one? This is all he could think as he watched you run to your room and lock the door.

He would never admit it now but he was a little hurt by the thought of you being scared of him but it also excited him in a way. He blushed and giggled at that thought. To be honest he looked like a mad man.

But even though he wouldn't call himself a mad man, he would call himself crazy. Crazy for you. And that he was. You would be his sooner or later, but he just had to do some things to insure that it would be official.

But for now, all he could do was watch from afar and have everything done by the deadline he created. That way, his plan could be set and you would be all his.

Now, would you like to see those letters?

Following that, would you like to see his thoughts?

If so, see you in the next chapter.

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