fucking random shit

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since you wanna do some shit here's my reaction :3

Here is what i wrote in notes guys, don't believe shut that they say XD

i don't have a screenshot of what they said but i knew they said some bullshit, i deleted the screenshot because i didn't wanna have any bad memories. Just know that one of them said "i'm done with comforting you, whenever you say (insert some thing i said while i was venting) it pisses me off." Like what if i said that to you? what if you were in my place scared of what your friends thought of you or if they loved you? You would be the victim. Just like how i am. you guys are idiotic. Elliot you mother fucker; you said you wouldn't break my heart right before you did. You guys said you cared about me. You guys said you would never talk bad about me again. Fucking
liars. Then blamed me for it.  "You never even did a face reveal!! Yoru not 16!!" Then proceeds to call me a 16 year old and says how they shouldn't help me?? Who gives a fuck if i never did a face reveal, don't tell me what age i am. They lied to me, they blamed everything on me. They said they loved me but they didn't, they said i was "guilt tripping" when i was expressing my feelings on how i thought they didn't love me. I said i thought it was just my mind tricking me but, i guess it was true. They called me rude names, they victimized themselves, they called me delusion, they lied about them loving me, they unfriended me, all because i vented and made them angry. Thanks E and K, maybe i am 4 years older than you but you said yourself that it would be okay if i vented to you even when i said that you where younger and that you should be enjoying life, but now you using my own facts against me. Everything i said in that server was my own thoughts fighting against me, everything i said was based on my depression and my outlook on life. You forgave me, but now you're using it against me. You said i could vent at any time, even if it was a long time. But now you're complaining about how you can't help me for 3 weeks.

just Yesterday you said you where gonna tell me how much you loved me everyday, but now you hate me?? I don't understand. Did you just want me to close of all my feelings? I asked if i was bothering you and you said no, but now your using this against me by saying your going through your own things when i asked if you guys where okay and both of you said yes, why did you lie to me? It isn't fair, all because i made you angry? You didn't have to unfriend me, you didn't have to be rude to me, you didn't have to turn everyone against me, i was seeing help, i was seeing a therapist, i was working on my mental health, but you just denied it like you where some know it all. I .didn't .do .anything. wrong. It isn't my fault. Stop saying that i'm not the victim, i wasn't rude to you, i didn't call you a toxic bitch, but i guess it's all my fault huh. Fuck you ellot and katz, Delusion 12 year olds acting like 6 year olds. You guys aren't real friends, friends are people who support you no matter what. you guys are liars. Manipulators, gaslighters, blamers, you victimized yourself like you where supposed to be the one sad, sad for what?? Sad because you just lied and blamed everything on me?? Tried to manipulate and gaslight me about my own life and my own personality?? You just want someone who is happy all the time huh? You just want someone who isn't depressed? You selfish bitches. I was struggling and you guys knew that, but when i was in my darkest you guys did this. Wow. Then continually called yourself the "victims", well guess what? Your not. I was the one being blamed, i was the one being lied to, i was the one who was being talked rude to, not you. I was the one being manipulated, not you. I was the one who was nice, caring, and sweet. Whenever i was rude (which was extremely rare, infact it never happened in this case.) it was a joke or unintentional or due to anger, if you where offended by it i would apologize immediately. Just because your going through stuff doesn't mean you get to be rude to your "friends" you guys don't understand the true meaning of friendship, i am the victim. You shouldn't have been rude no matter how i made you feel if i was sad, you should have told me nicely. You could have handled it nicely instead of being assholes. (they lied to me the start of our friendship, they lied to me the whole friendship.  (I just realized that a few days ago.) but now i know that there the toxic ones, not me :3 oh and, no i didn't want ellibitch to hate one of his "fAvOrItE SeRvErs" That the mother fuckers in there made me almost commit suicide, i wanted them to forgive me and you saying "well they had a good reason not to" doesn't mean that i didn't want them to forgive me, so shut the fuck up, they didn't have a good reason matter a fact. They should have moved the fuck on after 1 goddamn year, also they knew i was probably going through stuff and didn't care, so fuck you, you delusion 10 year olds acting like 12 year olds. I don't give two fucks about what some little kids think about me, my boyfriend, my personality. not shit. The worst part is, they think their right when they aren't. They are stuck in this swirling delusion and it makes me so fucking confused. Like how tf do i not love you??? I wouldn't have stayed with you for years and years being conscious of if you loved me or not?? I made all that art for you, i cared for you when you vented, i always supported you, etc, but this is how you repay me?? wtf is wrong with them, they are mentally i'll in the head. I don't care about your delusion fucking  friends either. Go do some goddamn decimal word problems instead of having girlfriends and boyfriends and discord. Maybe then you'll have a stable Life.
Anyways, in conclusion they lied to me, manipulated me, blamed me, and gaslighted me. So yeah i'm gonna continue to spread the truth 🥰 They where being narcissistic and self centered when this happened. I'm not even angry atp this just stupid
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this there account btw!!