BTS Oneshots | BTS x Female Reader

My Euphoria

I was making breakfast in the kitchen when I heard a pair of footsteps running right in to where I was.

"Eomma...." My six year old son Jaehyun, dragged the word making me smile a little.

"Yes baby?" I asked, knowing very well what he was going to ask from me.

"You promised that we would go visit appa today."

"I know baby, I remember. But for that, I need you to finish this breakfast first, or else appa won't be happy hm?" I said as I placed the pancakes I made on the dining table. It was Jaehyun's favourite, and his favourite too.

Jaehyun's eyes widened as he saw the pancakes, making me chuckle as he replied with a small okay eomma. "We can alsho show dat drawing I did to appa right?" he asked stuffing his face with pancakes.

"Of course baby, appa would be so proud of you", I replied smiling, which made him show his cute bunny teeth. Everything about Jaehyun screamed his dad. His doe eyes, his smile, his little nose crunch, his playfulness, his personality... everything was him.

After letting Jaehyun finish his breakfast, I took him upstairs to get dressed as I got myself ready to visit him. 

He who is our whole world.

The car ride was silent, except the radio playing some soft tunes to make the atmosphere more comfortable. I was focused on the road until 'Perfect' by Ed Sheeran started playing in the background. I smiled softly, as memories with him began rushing in to my head. It was one of our all time favourites.

Flashback

"Will this beautiful lady honour me by accompanying me for this dance?" he asked, extending his hand towards me while a playful smile tugged at his lips. I laughed at his romantic line and placed my hand on his before replying "With pleasure, Mr. Handsome". He smiled, before pulling me ever so gently towards himself. One hand caressing my waist while the other hand intertwined with mine, our foreheads connected, lost within each other's eyes as we swayed together, loosing ourselves in the music, feeling each other's presence warmly.

"We should get some flowers for appa right eomma? He told me that he loves flowers" Jaehyun's voice brought me back from my memory lane.

"Yes baby we should. We'll get some red roses on our way okay?" I replied making him smile and nod at me.

Holding the bouquet of roses we bought on our way I stood in front of the place where we would meet him with Jaehyun. Jaehyun was holding the drawing he wanted to show his appa and his other hand was holding mine. I inhaled sharply before looking down at my son. our son.

"Let's go meet appa, shall we baby?" I asked as he nodded his head a yes.

And so we walked, hand in hand to the place where he is. The place held a calming atmosphere and was quiet except for the other few people who had also come to visit their loved ones. Each step I took, reminded me of us. Of us meeting each other for the very first time up to that beautiful moment where we vowed to be with each other until death and said "I do" in front of God... Yet it was that same God who chose to end our story halfway through, in a painstaking, heartbreaking way.

"Appa!!" Jaehyun left my hand and ran towards him.

We were here.

In front of him.

In front of his grave.

"Hey Kook", I smiled, holding myself together as I kneeled down and placed the rose bouquet in front of his gravestone.