my heart hurts

part 2

evening time

Porche is cooking in the kitchen and reflecting on his life as he is suddenly married to an underworld don.

Porche pov :
Does Kinn love me? I guess he doesn't because he never told me , Maybe he couldn't convince his father, maybe that's why he married me
no matter what but he's my husband now maybe he is in love with me .

If my father had not died, my life would have been different I'd just be in college hanging out with my friends and flirting around with girls But my luck got me married at such a young age . Danm my life and my so called Mafia husband.

In the evening
kinn :  Porsche where are you ?
I came running down the Library
when I heard Kinn's voice
Porche : what happened
Kinn : what you mean what happened I am hungry give me some food  otherwise I am going to restaurant to eat.
Porche : oh sorry sit i'll bring the food

Porche pov
why is he always angry I am his wife, not a maid Why he is so rude with me

He can say : Porche darling I am hungry give me some food babe . But what can I expect from a so called Mafia.

i put the food on the table

On one pov
Porche: Is food delicious
Kinn : it's not bad
Porche : it's mean is good
Kinn : think as you want but don't disturb me while eating.
Porche: ok sorry

Kinn pov :
This food is fucking delicious but I don't know how to praise, so I just said that the food is good.

By the porche wearing nighty and  he looking so fucking hot .Should I call him or wait for him to come to the room  i guess i should wait

Porche pov

When I am enter the I saw Kinn was reading a book, is he waiting for me . I quietly went and sat on the bed  my heart is pounding . are we going to have sex together today ? maybe otherwise he would have slept by now.
Kinn: hey Porche
Porche: hmm
Kinn : come here
Porche : why I mean I am coming.
i sat next to kinn
he moves towards me Kiss me on the lips  afer a long kiss he order me
Kinn : remove your clothes
Porsche: ok , 
My face turned red with shame as I undressed . Kinn also removed his clothes.
And I had a beautiful night

in the morning 

When I wakeup i was lying beside kin i touched his face who looked beautiful in the sunlight then i went to shower then i went to work in the kitchen  We had lunch together and as usual we didn't mention last night.

Porche pov

i was dizzy when i was working in the kitchen This has been going on for the last 2 or 3 weeks At first I did not pay attention because I am healthy Person 
But now I'm thinking of going to the doctor , can i ask kinn to take me to the doctor Or not. If he is busy he will be mad at me . we have been married for 1 year but i'm still afraid of kinn  whatever it is when he comes i will ask him until then i'm just going to read comic books .