my heart hurts

part 5

Today some people from foreign company are coming According to the deal, his employees will work in my ( kinn company) company.
I woke up in the morning, got ready, had breakfast and went to office.
I was reading some documents while sitting on my chair in the office. Then an employee came and told me that the guest has arrived. I went down to greet them .
Kinn : hello You are welcomed! we would love to work together
I was just about to go back to the office saying this I was about to leave when someone bumped into me. He joined my company only a month back he was wearing a white shirt and black pants his height was a little shorter than mine .That boy's face is as white as milk and his lips are pale red. his hair was reaching his forehead i feel like he's my type Then it came to my mind that this is not right, I am married But .......
Let's just leave this thing....i don't want to think about it

All this was thinking that only then someone called me that's why I am out of my thoughts
  
Hello Sir my name is tawan  I have started working in your company from last month "hope you take care of me

Kinn: I will try that you do not have any problem in my company,

"his name is tawan . I think he is a sweet boy and totally my type But he has the guts to come and talk to me directly "
After that I went to my office and got busy all day When it's 10:00 p.m. I remember going home Haven't eaten anything since had breakfast i am very hungry today I was sitting in the car and was going towards the house when I saw a shop selling cakes.I stopped and told the driver to bring me a strawberry cake .

Time skip :

I saw Porche sitting and  reading a comic .He doesn't have anything else to do ?? Always reading comics and watching series. I went to my room, took a bath, then came back to the dining room and had food.The food was very good today, I don't know, maybe I was too hungry today i saw the porche he can't eat properly . I am thinking of going to the doctor tomorrow to get a checkup for Porche.
After all he is my husband if he is gonna more ill then I will get scolded a lot by my pa.

Porche pov:
Just look at the way he is eating, looks like he hasn't eaten anything since 2 days it's eating just like the kids" Food seems to be good today, that's why he don't complain about it .

To tell you the truth, I used to know very little about cooking in the beginning.But after watching the internet, I have started liking cooking.It's not that he forced me to do household chores.But I don't want to just sit at home. so that no one tells me that I am useless.

Kinn : Porsche i brought the cake today i put it in the fridge eat after eating food.

Porche : did you bring me cake today ? I asked happly.
Kinn : Whatever you think, I saw you on the way, so I Bought one
I went and looked in the fridge and there was a medium sized cake.oh this is my favorite I took it and went and put it on the dining table I cut it with a knife and took a piece and started eating it I was eating happily when I felt as if someone was watching me I looked up and saw that he was looking at me.I asked do you want to eat too but he refused to eat
Never mind l will eat all the cake alone .

Kinn pov :

look how happy he is eating, he asked me if i wanted to eat it too. but i refused because i don't like sweet .
Kinn :  Don't eat the whole cake, you will get stomach ache at night.and i won't wake up at night anyway i'm so tired i'm going to sleep don't wake me up. Pick up only if there is an emergency, otherwise not
Porche: ok I understand
Porche pov:
what is he proud of ? Agreed that he is a very big mafia, he is also a big businessman, but I am his husband, he has to talk to me properly.Outside he becomes a great gentleman Someone come to the house and see how big the animal he is.I won't pick you up even if I have a stomachache you are not a great doctor I'll wake up you up i know what medicine you take for stomach ache

I screamed at him in my mind .If I say this in front of him, he will be mad at me

i finished my other work and went to my room kinn was sleeping on the bed.I sat down on the  without making a sound and then sat down and lay down in another site I'm thinking that my life will go on like this will i be alone for the rest of my life ? will  he love me someday ?maybe he loves me but he doesn't show it , Thinking all this, don't know when my eyes fell and I fell asleep

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