I opened my laptop after getting back home from school. College stresses me out more than it should. Writing a blog is what usually takes away the stress. This, and watching tons of movies, series and shows. I am always amazed at how wonderfully happy the television can make you.
Entry #112
March 27, 2015
Just got back home from school.
People always wonder when I will ever get a boyfriend if all I ever think about is them silly hollywood stars.
They'd tell me that I'm beautiful and that I get a boyfriend right away. I'm 23 and I never had a boyfriend before. I mean is that really weird? I can't find anybody good enough for me. The illusion.
I always picture myself going out with Michael Fassbender, Leonardo DiCaprio or Ewan McGregor. Of course that is in a different level of impossible, that I know, but just thinking about it makes me feel happy.
I know all of you readers of my blog know that I am very obsessed with the most amazing man on the planet, that is Jimmy Fallon. He's amazing, funny, kind, insanely good looking and married. Ouch! But when I think about him, it's different, it's like possible y'know? Call me crazy but I prefer desperate Fan Girl!
There are probably 7 of you guys who are readers of my blog and I thank you for that, my blog's not always the funny type but I think of it as a diary. I share the things that happen to me, to you guys.
So with this entry, I'd like to thank each and every one of you. Never stop reading my blog!
xoxo
Kylie
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I went downstairs to catch up with my parents for dinner. I am still living at the same house I've been living in for the past 20 years.
"Hey, Kylie, didn't know you're home already." Dad commented as he raises his fork into his mouth eating a healthy serving of my Mom's spaghetti.
"I got home earlier than you guys." I quickly responded.
"Come on and join us." Mom said.
Just as I was about to sit, it was on, I hadn't realized what time it was. The Tonight Show was on. I gently slid into my sit, not taking my eyes of the television set. I always had a huge smile plastered on my face every time he comes on.
"Good evening, everybody!" He said. Ahh, his voice. I never go on a day without watching him on tv or on my laptop but it's always like it's the first time.
"Here we go again." I heard my dad say. "That Jimmy guy is seriously distracting our daughter you know?"
"Let her." My mom said.
I hadn't realized that they left the table already when the show ended, I was always so occupied with him whenever I watch him. He's so real, compared to all other celebrities I see on TV.
He posts on Instagram, he drinks---a lot, he's not a snob to his fans on the street, he relates to everybody and he crazy funny!!!!
I know in my heart that I am in love with him because I feel that he's real. I never expect him to love me back of course, not only because he's married but because he's up there and I'm down here. He's a celebrity and I'm a boring Architecture student.
I know I could never laugh with him or have dinner with him. I lied down gently on the couch, different thoughts in my head, all crazy fantasies I build up. I smile, thinking it wouldn't happen.
I'm not a negative person, I just know that at some point or way, he's not really real.
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Another Jimmy Fan fic! Lol!
Hope y'all give it a read.
PS: I'm having a hard time writing my other Fallon fan fic (The Tonight Show) So bear with me guys.
