Bill & Me

Part 21

Hey im so proud of me cause I found the ideas for this story. And because it's soon the end of this story, I also thought about a chapter two! I know what I could do for this second chapter. So at the end of this story, y'all will tell me if you want a second chapter. Now enjoy this part!

-hello y/n...”
Shit.
“Samuel, this is not funny anymore. I want you to leave me alone.” Bill heard it, he comes to me and says “this is again this fucking asshole??” he's angry. I look at him telling him to not talk.
“oh y/n, Bill thinks I'm an asshole? hahaha.
-just leave me alone. The police will catch you.
-hahaha! they don't care about it. They will not catch me.
-shut up! Leave me alone. I don't want you anymore.” I hang up.
“the fuck is wrong with him??
-calm down bill, we will go through this.
-I don't know now y/n.” fuck he's really mad. We can't be angry just before the concert!
“guys I think we just should come back to the hotel rest for being fit for the concert tomorrow!” they all nod.
I take Bill's hand and we come in the bus.

In the bus he's not talking. He's mad. I don't talk to, I think this is the wrong time to speak. Nobody's talking. There is a silence and I hate this.
I'm wondering how I will get off this shit.
Samuel is really crazy and nobody knows what he prepared... I'm really scared of what could happen. Never mind. I have to think about the concert. Yeah the concert. Tomorrow.
We have to get more sleep for being amazing tomorrow. We're the best band, aren't we? Yes I think we are. And we're not be sad or mad just before a concert because of Samuel. That's what he wants, and I will not let him ruin my life a second time. There's no way.
I hope bill will calm down and be happy like he used to. I don't like seeing him that way. It makes me feel guilty. I love him more than my own life, he's everything to me..

We're finally arrived. I take Bill's hand, I see he's devastated. I look him with a sweet look and kiss his cheek, “come on Bill.”
We go out of the bus holding hands.
The boys aren't talking, they don't know what to say to he honest. We all came back to our rooms.
I come and go to the bathroom.
“Bill, I'm gonna take a shower, wait for me here ok?”he nod.
I turn on the shower and put my clothes off while the water is being hot.
I look in the mirror, fuck I look horrible, maybe because of stress or I don't know.
I come into the shower and start to wash my hair and my body. I'm thinking again and again. I love Bill, I can't see him like that. Anyway we will be handsome at the concert tomorrow, I'm sure. Be positive! Yeah be positive... But this is hard when you've got a mental ex boyfriend who is stalking you and wants to kill your boyfriend. No I said I have to be positive, so don't think about that.
I finished washing me up. I come out of the shower, brush my hair and put my pajamas on.

I come back to Bill, he's on the bed, sat.
I see his eyes are empty. He's not okay. What can I do?
Shit. “Bill, can I do something for you? I don't like seeing you like that.
-mmh? No everything's ok.
-please don't lie.
-well everything's not okay.
-you should be positive like you taught me to be. You know bill, I'm so grateful to you cause everytime when my life sucks, you always find solutions for making me happy and be always positive. Now that's my turn, I don't really know how to do like you did but I'll do my best, I love you more than everything and you can't be depressed like that. You're Bill Kaulitz!
Remember? The best singer of the best band ever.
-you sweet y/n, thank you.”
Maybe we should go to the hotel's balcony? Yeah let's ask.
“Bill, we could go to the balcony and smoke a cig, no?
-yeah, I guess.
-come on bill!” I take his hand and keep my smile. When I was at my lowest, he was always smiling, I guess my smile isn't as cute as his but I'm doing my best.
I'm bringing him to the balcony and give him a cig. I light his cig and light mine.
I start talking for calming down.
“well, tomorrow is the concert, aren't you excited? It will be fire.
-I guess.
-im pretty sure it will. We're so talented, and you're talented as fuck bill! Your voice is the prettiest I've ever heard, your voice match so good with our songs. When you sing we can feel the lyrics are really into you. Do you understand me? You're the best Bill. You can't forget who you are.
-stop u gonna make me blush.” I hit his arm and say “stop laughing at me! I'm serious!
-I'm serious too! Look, I'm blushing!” he points his cheek trying to pretend he's blushing. He's dumb! I laugh and say “you're not blushing! I wish you are. But you're not! I was serious! You idiot!
-maybe I'm not blushing but the words you just said to me, it made me feel better. I'm serious now, and I really loved what you said. Thank you for cheer me up.” oh god I'm so happy, he's smiling!! Bill is smiling! He found his smile. That's the bill I love. I know he couldn't stop smiling. I hug him so tight. I'm so happy.
“Bill I love you so much! Your smile is the sweetest.
-i love you too y/n, you can't know how much.” he looks at me and kiss my lips.
This is so pleasant, I love this. I'm so glad his smile came back. I love him.
He's kissing me slowly while we can hear the breath of the wind. This kiss is the best I've ever had. Bill's lips are the sweetest.

We come back to the room, I lay down on the bed. I wanna sleep. Like that, I will be good tomorrow at the concert. I wanna do my best! For this I have to get more sleep.
I'm coming inside of the bed when bill comes too. He keeps me in his arms and kiss my neck. “sleep well Mein Schatz.”
I smile at him. I'm so satisfied.

“wake up Mein Herz!” oh, Bill's voice.
What a beautiful awakening. “this is the concert day!!!!
-yes y/n !! Up! And prepare yourself!” I get up and put my clothes on, my makeup. I watch bill putting his makeup, he's so cute.
How can his face be so beautiful!
I go out and Bill comes with me, I go to the boy's room. I scream “ARE YOU READY FOR OUR CONCERT!
-wow y/n I see you're very excited!
-Tom. This is better to see her that way than seeing her exhausted. Don't you think!
-yes Georg is right. Now come on y'all! This is our time!” we all come out. The manager is waiting us to the bus.
We come into the bus, I sit next to Bill.
I'm so excited!!

During the travel all the boys were talking. They were really happy. Oh god. That's the thing I love. I was scared to never see this.
Thanks God.
We're laughing during the whole travel.

We're arrived!! So much fans! I come out of the bus holding bill's hand. They all take pictures of us. This is so sweet.
We come behind the scene. We're preparing ourselves. I'm little bit anxious but this is like that before all the concerts! It gives me an excitation so loud. I love concerts.
This is the time to come on the scene.

We're on the scene. The music starts, the fans are already screaming out loud.
Bill starts to sing. This is so good, I feel butterflies in my belly. This is so sweet.
This is my turn, I sing, I feel like a princess. This is the best moment ever. All the fans are enjoying. This is our duo with Bill!
Our voices match so good together. The fans love this part of the song!
This concert is amazing. The guitars of Tom is so good, the Bass of Georg is awesome and the drum of Gustav is perfect. This is perfect.

The concert just finished. I'm so tired. I have to come in the bed now.
“I'm tired can we come back now!!” they all laugh. “but it's only midnight y/n
-im tired!! We can come back and then I can come into my bed and you could stay out for talking and then bill join me after?
I wanna sleep. Please!!” they look at each other and smile. “okay come on.”

OH thanks. We're coming to the bus.
I'm falling asleep on Bill's shoulder during the travel. I really have to sleep now.

We're arrived, thanks god I can sleep.
I say good night at all the band and kiss bill saying him to join me when they come back. He kiss my forehead.
I come to the room. God I'm so exhausted. I immediately lay down on the bed. The concert was amazing but now, time to sleep!
The bed is so sweet haha. I can sleep now. I love the feeling when you came back to your bed and finally can sleep.
I'm falling asleep calmly.

“y/n, im back!” I open my eyes.
How the fuck he could come into my room?

Fuck I forget to lock the door.

Sooo! What's gonna happen?
Hope you liked it! See you for the final part, at the final part you'll tell me if you want an other chapter cause I already have the ideas for a second chapter. Kisses!!