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017 - Past

[⚠️tw: mentions of bullying, homophobia, cheating and smoking⚠️]

[if you are triggered by any of those topics please read with caution]

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princehyun
hello

seungminnie
hi.?

princehyun
how have u been?

seungminnie
I'm leaving

princehyun
wait

seungminnie
what do u want

princehyun
I'm sorry

seungminnie
for what?

princehyun
you know

seungminnie
no I don't

princehyun
why are u acting like nothing happened?

seungminnie
bc nothing did?

princehyun
seungmin

seungminnie
what? 
isn't that what u wanted?

princehyun
what??

seungminnie
wdym 'what?' 
you said and I quote
"u actually thought I actually wanted to be ur friend? I only did it because u were lonely and  had no friends. Now leave me the fuck alone and act like we never knew each other"

princehyun
yk I didn't mean any of that

seungminnie
did I? bc it pretty sounded and looked convincing to me

princehyun
we were in kids in the middle of highschool
everyone was a dumb

seungminnie
idc how many years ago it was
after u told everyone that I liked men. knowing how homophobic the school was. 

princehyun
I'm sorry

seungminnie
sorry?
I was bullied by everyone the rest of highschool
and it started bc of my bsf
and all that happened bc u started dating 'the girl of ur dreams' and started hanging out with the 'popular kids'
what was her name
maddison?

princehyun
please don't bring her up

seungminnie
now u don't wanna talk abt her?
she used to be the only thing u talked abt

princehyun
that was so long ago

seungminnie
and it still annoyed the fuck outta me

princehyun
why didn't u tell me?
seungminnie
bc u liked her a lot and I didn't wanna upset u?

princehyun
u shoulda still told me if it was annoying u

seungminnie
I did
and u told me I was being selfish bc I didn't want to listen to what u wanted to say, then stormed off
remember?

princehyun
oh
yea

seungminnie
after that u started hanging out with me less and drinking, going to parties on the weekends with them and i assume smoking, since u started to smell like cigarettes 

princehyun
mhm
that's how my smoking addiction started 
I was so stupid

seungminnie
yea u were

princehyun
how do u still remember this stuff

seungminnie
it was a big part of my life…?
do u remember it?

princehyun
mhm
I wanna go back to how it was before and forget all of it

seungminnie
are u fucking serious

princehyun
what?

seungminnie
after all the shit you've put me through?
u were my bsf since grade 7 then u treated me like I was nothing in grade 11. not once did u stand up for me, but u betrayed me, bullied me. all bc u wanted to be popular. it hurt so fucking bad. u were the person I trusted with my whole life. It was and still is so hard for me to be able to trust anyone after that. I lost the little self confidence I had, my trust, my friends, bc they thought a guy liking another guy is disgusting.
after all the pain u put me through, u wanna act like it never happened?

princehyun
ik it was bad for you, and I want u to know that I regret it all the time
but you didn't know what I was going through

seungminnie
wait what?

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I'm sorry
this is poorly written

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