DreamSMP - Oneshots + Smut??

Flowers and Rain.. || Dreamnotfound || 👀

TW: Mentions of: Bl00d, su!c!de, death.
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The door opened. Nick stood in the door way. Dream layer there in bed. Light green checkered blanket lazily draped over him. Phone I hand. The dirty blonde had tears running down his face.

Dream scrolled through his and his best friends messages. George Davidson. The most perfect man Clay had ever laid eyes on. The way he chocolate brown hair slightly hung in front of his eyes. His deep brown doe eyes his pale skin, his smile..

They had found him laying on the bathroom floor. Blood everywhere. Wrists cut open. George had taken his own life. Dream felt at fault. The fight they had that day. George confessed to Clay and he told him to move on.

Not cause he didn't love george in the same way. Because he was afraid. If they ever broke up everything would fall apart and nothing would be the same. Dream looked at the one message.

'I love you Dream. Your the light that guides me in the darkness..'

"Dream you need to get up.." Dream looked over at Sapnap. He was in a black suit Karl clung to his side sobbing in Nicks shoulder. Dream sat up and nodded. "I know.." his voice was scratchy. He hadn't stopped crying since the day he found George.

Dream watched Sapnap and Karl walk away. He looked at the note George had wrote to dream. It laid on his bedside table stained with dried tears. He picked it up and read it again.

Dear ClayWasTaken...
This isn't your fault, this isn't about our fight. I was battling depression and my own problems. Your the light that has guided me through this darkness but it couldn't bring me all the way...
I love you more then a friend. More then a boyfriend way, your the reason I got over my dads death, my addictions, all the hate, and more.. you and Nick made my life worth it.
I hate that this is it where our story ends.. though the version we wanted never began..
Don't forget me.. Ever please.. your my light. And I'll see you one day again Dream. I'll be watching over you.. do the mask on mask off trend. The fans are still waiting..
I love you..my idiot of a blob..
~ Your boyfriend in another life
P.S this isn't your fault. Your the reason I made it as far as I did. Also feed patches you door knob I forgot..

Dream sobbed harder then he had these past weeks. He put the note back in its place. And went to get dressed.

Twenty minutes later...

Sapnap was driving. Dream was in the back scrolling through this pictures of him and George. Watching clips of them.. he looked over at Karl. He was just as bad as Dream was. Nick was being strong in-front of them but inside.. he was dying just as much.

Dream held the blue flowers with green wrapping paper around them in his hands. He sat in a spot beside his sister and Nick on the other side of him. People gave their speeches. Then it was Dreams turn.

He stood up and went to the stand.

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"George was more then just a man struggling, more then a brother, son, grandson, friend, streamer, whatever the hell he was to you.. to me he was the love of my life. He was an angel. Straight from heaven.. he was the smartest, kindest, person you would ever meet.. and having to stand here and do this. All I can say is I didn't expect it to be so soon.. i..i" Sapnap and Drista ran to him as he collapsed in their arms sobbing.

After everyone placed the flowers on the casket Dream went everyone was further in a crowd. It was just Clay and George..

"I'm so sorry i couldn't save you.. I'm sorry about what i said.. i wanted nothing more then to kiss you and hold you in that moment but, i was scared.. for the future. And I'm so sorry.. i don't know what I'm going to do without you.."

"I brought you some flowers blue and green..get it.. plus their your favourite flower..their beautiful just like you.. George god i don't want this to be goodbye. I'm gonna come and visit. And tell you about our friends.. and how they are or funny things that happen."

"Tell Techno i say hello.. rest well baby.... I love you George Davidson..."

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SOBBING WRITING THIS........
It's reallyyyyy bad but i wanted to update this and it's 1AM so I'm not proof reading..

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