Life Is Unfair

akiva 's life

Pearl and richard were happy to have a daughter, they both spend their whole time with her and they were actually treating her as a princess

By akiva's pov

Everything was going good
I was living in fancy world
I used smile alot
Thanking god for giving me the world
I don't know everything was like a dream
Everything was going so perfect, like it's a fairy tale

But as we know it's not always smooth
Sometimes life teach as what is good
Yes i saw some different side
Which was hiding behind father's care
Now a day's my father seems different

I don't know why he is like this
Fightings are regular now
Like some one pour a magic spell
Iam feeling like my home is turning into hell

I was just four or five,
My father don't stay at night
Saying they have night shift and i felt proud like it's something great

But why can't i see my mother's smile
Like how other wife's send their husbands for work

I don't know what's going on, why my granny tell me ask where my father goes at night

I used to just see my mother who is crying hard

Why? , cause my father is changing lately
I don't know why, i just wanna know why

But day by day when i paid attention
I got to know that my dad have another women in his life

He has another life with her, it was just so heartbreaking i was just mere five

I was seeing how my life page is turning and bad days are ahead

Now my father don't take me out even when is don't go for job

My mother always hide her pain behind the smiles she always have

I don't know why this fairytale going to it's dark side

Now iam 9 years old
I don't know why my father turning cold
It's life the memories got old
Iam forgetting the stories i was told

Nowadays on my birthday i just wait for my father who always came late

I don't know why it's hurting me seeing my father having picture of someone else

I check my father's mobile, finding photo's of his girlfriend

Oh god why you did this to me, why this life is turning as hell

Now my mom knows that i know everything
I just saw how strong she is

Here i can't share my toys she sharing her life partner
I remember how i used to fight for my sharpner
But here she is enduring everything silently

She is in love with him blindly
I got to know she indeed protest but this family didn't let her speak

Now it's impossible to go out from the trap that lady made
She was a vidow of someone who have a daughter name as jade
Now she just want someone to gave financial support and she made my father a way

And my father get in her talk, she just trapped him for her living
I got melt everytime by the love he is giving
I know trusting him is my dharma
And the thing's he is facing is his karma

But i don't know what my mom did wrong why she have to face everything

I saw how my parents used to fight, i cried alot when my father throw my mom out of the house

But then i saw her eyes they were blank like she don't care

I started crying hard telling my father that iam scared

My mom said baby don't cry
I know by eyes she said i will always try

Father went inside and my mom came in, it was like my breath just came back
I hugged her and cried hard
She patted my back and hugged me in her arms

I felt safe and happy
My father apologize to her and me
Again i forgive him being blind in love

But the question is when will it end

That's when i got someone , who shines my world

A ray of sunshine who shines my dark nights
A best friend who shines my life
I used to forget my pain but why my mother don't have anyone like this

I used to play with her, forgetting what's happening in my real life

I wanna thank her, because of her iam alive
She filled colours in my blank life
Now a days iam turning strong, trying not to cry

My mom is crying hard cause my father went for a trip
I just hugged my mother tight, my tears were gonna skipped
When she said baby don't cry
I got to know how she got weak
When she saw tears in my eyes
I just wiped my tears saying we won't give up

Now's a days my life is turning cold

Now a days i don't feel pain anymore

Now's days it doesn't matter what my father is doing

Now day's all i want is my mom to smile

I don't know why iam turning blank

Now my father realized his mistake but it is too late
She already made a trap in which he fell

It's now getting worse and worse
When i saw her coming home
I was trying to sleep while closing my eyes
That's when i saw someone standing in front of me

She was looking so creepy, having haunted voice and dark face

Her shade was the darkest and body is like a hulk
She was shouting and fighting hard
Scaring the shit out of me
And she became my night mare
She was looking at me with sharpen eyes
Like in her eyes iam thousand times dies

I didn't said anything again fighting starts like hell

Yeah iam suffering but still smiling cause iam daughter of my mom

Now i know why turning every page of book is important
But here iam still feeling proud my mother is the real superwoman
I also want go be like her

But iam too weak to feel the pain.........