Our Love| Anthony Edwards

consequences

y/n pov 

I havent been in the house since yesterday. I haven't even talked to Ant. I really don't care for what he has to say. Condom or not he still stuck his dick into somebody else. And to think he dropped all his hoes for me. I gots to be dumb. 

I got no other choice but to walk in the house now because I have to shower and change clothes. I walk in and I see Ant on the couch looking stressed out.  

"where you been?" he said

"don't worry about it." i said rolling my eyes

As i was walking up stairs, he followed after me. Questioning where I was.

"Anthony why you so worried about it? Like leave me alone, let me be." I said

"y/n you dont understand, you are carrying my child." he said

"okay, your child is doing perfectly fine Anthony." I said 

"y/n can we at least talk about yesterday?" he said sitting on the bed

"nope, nothing to talk about." i said 

Apart of me did want to hear what he had to say but on the other hand I didn't want to. 

"I did cheat, Im sorry. I know that at the end of the day I still fucked somebody but I was horny." he said

"Ant at the end of the day, Im over it. Whatever you do is whatever you do. I'm not gone stop you" i said

" Why you acting like this ? y/n i said im sorry" he said getting up 

"Okay, you wasn't sorry while you was fucking that bitch now was you." i said 

" Ant the lady never said we couldn't fuck, she said just not right now. But nah you wanna be Anthony Edwards huh, now look at you. Now i gotta go take my shower." I said going into the bathroom

As soon as I hopped in the shower, I hear the bathroom door open and close. Next thing you know Ant is in the shower with me.

"Anthony what the fuck." i said as I turned around facing him

"y/n i love you, and you know i do." he said

Not gone lie, Ant has always looked fine, but he looks fine as fuck right now.

"Forgive me please, you know you cant be mad at me for long." he said

"i dont know Ant, you cheated on me, Its probably gone take some time." i said 

I really want to forgive him but he might cheat on me again, and i don't know if he still talk to his ex hoe.

"I understand" he said

Ant Pov

After the shower with y/n i felt bad. I know I shouldn't have cheated on her, now she has trust issues and her overthinking done came back. 

I ended up blocking Brianna because I can't talk to her anymore for obvious reasons. I shouldve keep her on block but it was dumb of me.

I see y/n coming downstairs, i want to make conversation but ion even think shes in the mood to talk.

"where you going" I said

"damn, why you always asking where im going and where i been? let me be" she said with an attitude

"man chill out, I still want to look out for you." I said

she didn't say anything, she keep walking towards the door. 

I didnt say anything else i started walking behind her. 

"stop following dude." she said

"nah bruh tell me where you going." i said raising my voice a little bit.

"to an appointment. Happy now" she said 

"you wasn't gone tell me?" i said 

"this my baby too and I feel like I should be going to." i said

she walked out the door and i followed behind her, she wasn't going unless i was going. As she was driving, I was strolling on my phone.

She was saying nothing to me and it was getting on my nerves.

" So you not gone say shit to me" I said

"how you doing ant." she asked being sarcastic

"fine if things would go back to normal." i said

"thats good." She said 

I didn't say nothing else because her and her mouth gone really make me angry. 

We made it to her appointment and we was waiting on the doctor to come in the room. 

She was on her phone the whole time and smiling. 

"what you smiling at?" i asked 

"I cant smile at my phone?" she asked rolling her eyes

"okay y/n okay." i said 

She was really starting to piss me off. I dont want to argue with her because she's carrying my baby but she really pushing it. 

The doctor came in.

doctor: hey you guys. how are you feeling y/n ?

y/n: im good 

Doctor: how about you sir? 

Me: im okay

the doctor looked at y/n and y/n looked at the doctor. I feel like they had some going on and I didnt know. 

Doctor: so lets do an ultrasound shall we.

she puts the gel on y/n and when she puts the thing on y/n so we can see and hear the baby. We didnt hear the heartbeat.  My heart dropped. 

When I looked at y/n, she was frozed, she didnt move, she didn't blink, she just stared at the monitor. 

doctor: im sorry 

y/n: okay

Doctor: you have two options, get surgery or just let the blood flow until all of it is gone. 

I was pissed off, I walked out the room. I couldn't believe it. I walked back to the car. 

y/n came out 10 minutes later, i can tell she had been crying and she was trying to hold in her cry when she got in.

"y/n it was my fault, I put you under all the stress and shit. im sorry" i said

"can we just be quiet, i dont want to talk about it." she said

we made it back home, I walked in the house because I was mad at the world. 

I broke everything I put my hands on, as soon as I made it to the bedroom I fell on the bed and went to sleep. 

Y/n pov: 

I felt nothing but sadness and built-up anger. I was sitting in the car crying my eyes out. I can't believe I had a miscarriage. 

Authors note: Sorry I feel like I rushed the story a little bit. So thats why the miscarriage came about.  But thanks for reading. If you would like you can subscribe to my yt channel. 

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