One Side Soulmates

Part V

He took me to this lake today, and I'm not sure I have ever seen anything as beautiful. And sitting there, I realised how free I feel around him. 

I'm not sure if I want to run away, because he takes such good care of me. I think I might have fallen for him. I wonder if he already noticed. I should resent him. He has done such horrible things. But I don't even blame him anymore. I have almost been here for a month and I'm already losing my mind. Falling for my captor. But I can't help it. I have already come to terms with it. Ha, I can already imagine telling the children about how we met. "Well we were kind of enemies and I wanted him dead, but you dad fell for me and held me hostage. And in less than a month I began loving him." What would they think? Of course I probably wouldn't have phrased it that way. More as I was kept safe, locked in a room for days, before he let me roam the castle, but making sure he knew where I was all the time. Okay, that still sounds bad. I will just tell them we met, had some weird experiences and fell in love. 

That sounds nice right? I now want him close even if I before wished him as far away from me as possible.Other than my new found feelings everything is as it usually is. Maybe except for the fact that it's my birthday tomorrow. Haven't told him though, I don't want to make a big thing out of it. 

I will turn twenty. It's the first year without my parents or friends celebrating, but I guess it's hard for them at the moment as I am away. Maybe I should somehow tell him tomorrow. Right now I think I just need some rest. Tomorrow I have planned to go on an adventure and look more around the castle. And tomorrow night is a full moon, which means that the little magic I have left will be enhanced. Yay for me.