Confessions of a Teenage Girl

The crappiest person alive tbh

I feel so bad I literally did one of the things his ex did and I feel so bad but idk how to recover from that because it's like I just don't really know how to communicate my feelings and it came off in a wrong way and now hours later I'm realizing my freaking mistake and it's kind of like what if he rethinks everything about us based off of that one conversation but I really didn't mean it that way I really like him and I don't want him to feel like I'm playing him so I need him to know that I'm sorry, I'll try my best to communicate my feelings because I want this to work and I don't want him to be the one that got away. I really hope he realize that that whole time I was quiet I was just thinking of what to say because I'm freaking socially awkward and have random highs and lows in my life, I'm fat, I'm ugly and that's why I deserve nobody so literally why do he like me which he might not even like me anymore bc of that bc after that he got dry and I realized I just didn't say anything bc I was scared and I don't know how to comfort people. I'm literally so shitty I don't deserve him at all.