"He wanted in comfortable, I wanted that pain."
harry pov
"Does he ever think of me like how I think of him?" I ask to myself, as I stare at the mirror while frowning a bit. It has been weeks since i've started ignoring Draco and our relationship started to be.. distant.
I was overthinking too much if he loved me or not, ever since that day. I couldn't just tell my friends either, they'd be too worried.
It has also been weeks since.. i've been failing class a bit. Ever since that 'incident' about Blaise, Ron, Draco and I, I had been distracted alot and couldn't keep up with my studies. I plan to ignore Malfoy in the meantime so I could continue on my education.
No way I just called him by his last name...
It's been so long since i've called him Malfoy.
I snap out of my thoughts and sat down my bed as tears started to well up in my eyes, I couldn't help it so i started having a mini break down. "I never knew loving someone could be this hard.." I say, my breath hitching at every word as I was tearing up and my eyebrows furrowing. I wiped my tears continuously while they kept on dripping from my eyes, I suddenly pictured Malfoy in my head which got me crying even more.
next day ...
(draco pov)
I was outside Hogwarts, on my favorite place.. leaning on an old tree trunk as the shadow cast over me. I felt the wind blow my hair gracefully as I smiled, thinking of Harry. Ever since he started calling me by my first name, I had always heard his voice calling me by my first name echoing through my ears and my mind. I smiled softly as I heard his voice calling for me, I look around to see he wasn't there.. I wonder why I haven't seen him..
Is he avoiding me?
Then it clicked.
He was avoiding me. The smile that was on my face that reached to my ears suddenly started to fade away.. It was now a frown. I looked up at the leaves from the tree trunk I was laying down on, As a leaf fell on my nose. I took it and examined it, throwing it and shouting 'Incendio' burning it to ashes as I walked up to the ashes, looking at it and stomped on it with anger, spreading the powder everywhere because of how I kept on stomping on it angrily.
Did i say something that hurt me?
What did i do?
Did pansy do sh(i)t again?
"I thought you might be different from the others but I guess you were nothing any different." I mumbled to myself, gritting my teeth and clenching my fists out of anger.
later...
(no one pov)
"Hey Harry, when are you gonna talk to Mal- Draco." Hermione whispered, only for Harry to hear but Ron couldn't help but overhear. (duh)
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Romancefluff, no smut. prob only like gentle smooches, makeouts/deep kissing, and all, but no sussy things. top draco, bottom harry. over-protective draco kinda type and harry's like the one who apologizes to the people he teases or bullies lololol. That k...