Life As A Bipolar Person

✨Now✨

Monday, May 29, 2023.

I feel more alive than ever.

Somewhere far away, 5 years ago, I had the first thought of writing a book.

It was supposed to be called "Fascino," charm in Italian.

I wanted it to be about the colleagues I had and the fact that not all beautiful girls choose an easy financial path like webcam modeling, prostitution, or being funded by a sugar daddy.

I also had another book in mind about a girl I was deeply in love with in the past.

Both projects were abandoned, especially after losing the phone where I had saved everything.

Today, 5 years later, I am writing 3 books simultaneously.

I "battle" here with people who have been writing for a lifetime, with views starting at least 50 times more than what my books have achieved so far.

But nothing in life is achieved without effort and hard work.

There are also fortunate cases of those who have succeeded in life due to wise choices, significantly improving their existence. Happy for them!

For a year and a half, I haven't been working, so I will dedicate this summer to myself.

For a passion, three more months don't change much.

Writing books and then promoting them myself, without a budget, will be another adventure.

To do the things I desire.

To continue writing, which is a therapy against the bipolarism I manage every day.

It's like dealing with a monster-if I'm not careful, it raises its head.

And I must be armed daily to keep it at bay.

I am gratified by the fact that these 3 "children" of mine are slowly growing, which keeps me from giving up.

By September, I hope to have written 5 books, and I won't stop until that happens.

To all those who have decided to open any of my books, thank you.

I hope I won't disappoint you!

Yours sincerely,
YourDemon. ❤️❤️❤️