for mom,
mommy, i love you so so so so much. right now you're buying me snacks that i sent you for. you're happy to see me eating again but in reality, i just sent you out so i could write this for you. my time is coming soon, i won't make it to the surgery. please take care of yourself. try not to cry over me a lot. i owe a lot to you. i love you so much. i'll make sure to watch over you, dad, donghyoo, mark, jaemin, jeno, jisung and chenle. don't join me up here too soon! so please take care of yourself.
