for my mark,mark, i know it might be a shock to know that i have left to heaven. please don't cry a lot over me. also don't hate on anyone for not telling you about me being sick. jaemin and jeno had no idea about me. don't hate on jisung or chenle for not telling you. i told them not to. i wanted to thank you. thank you for being my first boyfriend, thank you for being my first kiss, thank you for all the memories we created on our dates. i hope you enjoy reading my diary! please don't get too sad when you read the last couple of pages. i'll make sure to be your guardian angel. find yourself another lover but not too quick because i know i'm not easy to get over. kidding! please dont get stuck on me for too long. it'll hurt me to see you in pain. i know you'll cry a lot and there's not much i could do since im no longer there. i love you mark. i love you so much. before i passed away, i imagined what our futures would be if the surgery went successfully. i imagined us graduating, going to college, getting married, buying a house to live in together, adopting three kids, watch them grow up and lastly die together. unfortunately that cannot happen since my time was cut short. i hope you'll find the right person who you'll do all of that with. don't worry too much about it though, i'll make sure to lead you and someone together. if i can. i hope you take care very well, i'll make sure to drop some hints when im around you so if you feel chills, im hugging you. i love you so much. thank you for making me feel special. goodbye mark. i hope we'll meet again.
love,
donghyuck.
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dear diary || markhyuck
Hayran Kurguwhere donghyuck writes in his diary about a boy.