YOU ARE ALL I NEED🖤🤍

chapter 15

A few days later~~~~
Everything was going well... Nothing was new except that Dean knew everything about Pharm's past and was slightly hesitant towards him but still stood strong on his ground about starting fresh with his lover for the sake of a healthy relationship. I was happy he was doing that because it seemed like the best option for now. Let's see where it is going to take us. My Uan has been more clingy towards me than before but it is what I love about our relationship so I do not question it out loud somewhere in the back of my head I knew that he was just seeking some extra emotional support from me because he missed his best friend and I couldn't agree any less with him but right now both of them needed space and time away from each other but that doesn't mean I will not provide him with all the extra care rather it gives me all the more reason to pamper him badly... I love spoiling him so much...

We were in class when Dean suddenly said something which at first I couldn't figure out who he was talking to and about but as he looked up from his notes I understood he was addressing me

" You know you are very lucky that despite what happened in the past between the two of you, he still gave you another chance, a chance to prove yourself. Gave himself to you again, risk his heart and entire life for you, or better to you..." Dean said while looking straight into my eyes

"Yeah, you are right. It was a risk in the beginning but now rest assured he will be treasured for the rest of his life and I will never let him get hurt again. I will never let him go." I replied with all my sincerity. I could feel where this conversation was going because I knew him. I knew my best friend and I knew his boyfriend as well. I couldn't really blame him because he was concerned about his lover and so was I but that didn't mean I would not fight for my love. I knew he was trying to talk to me about our boyfriends' current friendship situation and I appreciate his efforts to keep our friendship safe while trying to get their work but I also knew it wasn't the right time because my baby was vulnerable and Pharm was trying to take his advantage and couldn't allow that.

" You know Pharm still doesn't trust you and he doesn't really believe it when I tell him that I really love him because of what happened.." he said and I knew he would break anytime soon. Thank god we were the only ones in the class

" but do you," I asked. I knew he understood what I was asking about after all we have been friends forever.

" Yeah, yeah I do trust you and myself...but..." he paused and looked at me again and I knew what he wanted to say but couldn't because it was hurting him more than anyone right now

" but you don't think you can trust Pharm right now but at the same time you love him so much that you cannot let go of him." I finished for him.

" yeah, and it fucking hurts. It hurts me so much to know that he is using my love for him as an excuse to get Team back. And I can't help but fall for his tricks but I feel so guilty because in that process I am hurting my best friend who has always been there for me." He said in a tiny voice. I couldn't really do anything except pull him into a comforting embrace. 

" everything will fall into place at the right time. Give Pharm some time. Give yourself some space. Follow your heart but also keep things straight in your head. Give yourself the chance to heal. Let yourself fall in love with Pharm and yourself again. Change for better..." was the only advice I could give him as a best friend, as a brother. 

"Yeah, you are right... this time I will get everything right..." he said determined. I knew he would, he just needed the push in the right direction and I am glad he talked to me rather than blindly following his boyfriend.

It's actually crazy how someone can influence your entire thought process, your entire life with just a crazy feeling called love. I guess love does make you go crazy and make you do stuff that you are gonna regret but still makes you feel as if you did right because it satisfied that one person for whom you could go to any lengths. Thank god I have an innocent baby like mine who would never make me go in the wrong direction.

Unknown to the pair of best friends, there was someone hiding behind the closed door listening to everything they had talked about. And he was angry was an understatement. He was pissed

Team was fuming in anger and the reason was his so-called best friend who was hurting so many people just for his advantage. He wouldn't let go of this matter so easily. Guess he really did need to give his best friend a piece of his brain.

TO BE CONTINUED¬¬¬¬¬¬¬

SORRY FOR THE LATE UPDATE BUT I HOPE YOU ENJOY THIS CHAPTER. JUST WANTED TO LET YOU  GUYS KNOW THAT THIS BOOK IS ABOUT TO END. ONLY A FEW MORE CHAPTERS ARE LEFT. 

THANK YOU FOR ALWAYS SHOWING SO MUCH LOVE TO THIS BOOK AND OTHER BOOKS AS WELL. I REALLY APPRECIATE YOU GUYS AND CAN ONLY HOPE THAT THIS BOOK MAKE YOUR TIME WORTH A WHILE. 

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