Falling for the Cop: A Romance of Addiction (Gustav Schafer FF)

=Chapter 01=

TONYA'S P.O.V:

The sunshine made its own way into the young female's darkened room, signaling that the day has yet begun, again. Fuck...

As I woke up I immediately smelled the familiar perfume of the bitter beer my dear old ex, Georg drinks. I've always told him to quit drinking his life away, but he always turned the card against me, asking me why did I have to betray him and the boys in such a childish way. I always explained to him that I was blinded by my need of drugs, that I was showing signs of addiction. Georg never understood because he was also addicted at the time. Besides the perfume of smoke and alcoholic beverages coming from the living room, I could hear three voices overlapping each other, all of different tones.
One was surely Georg s, it wasn't either high-pitched or low, it was in the middle. Another similar voice, low and husky..you knew right away it was Tom as it was accompanied by Bill's, high and excited about something. Oh, how you missed that voice..the closest thing you've ever had to comfort was surely your best friend Bill Kaulitz. It's funny, now that you're thinking about it, you get along with him, but your most despised enemy is for sure his other half, his twin Tom Kaulitz. And now, you've worsened the situation by stealing two bags of cocaine from his and Georgs deposit,wanting nothing more but to get high, far away from your old life and that old shit of a town.They caught you,eventually,and in less than 24 hours, might you add.You looked horrible,makeup all ruined because of running,you were dehydrated and starved after the high sensation ended which made you act like an animal.Now let's quit all that babbling about the past lets move in the present..

Deciding to quit procrastinating,i stumbled my way out of the bed I were was in and made my way to the closet. What? You think im gonna look like a dead corpse who just rose out of its grave? Oh hell no,im gonna look her best infront of Tom,he ain't never gonna catch me slipping.But dont get me wrong! He s attractive...but not my type and oh yeah-i hate his guts.
Looking into my closet I grabbed my best attire (but not something extravagant,I don't want him that shocked).Something casual,but cute cause I need to work today either way. I decided on my black shorts with white lines on the side and a t shirt from the boys band. (Author s note:yes they're still a band,without Tonya and yes,gustav is in the band I have a lot of explaining to do,bare with me pls)
Heading out my room,I'm blinded by the mighty shine of the sunt,yet again.I could hear Tom s loud laughter,and Bill s gasp upon my entrance:

,,Look! The dead has risen! Oh sorry guys,it's just Tonya." Tom s laughing dying down as he was speaking,finishing the "funny,, remark and glancing down Tonya s pale figure.

Sure she was pale...but not that pale...I think?

,,Shut your mouth,Tom." Looking next to tom,there he was..Bill Kaulitz. ,,Don't listen to him Tonya! He definitely skipped his head medication!" laughing he made his way to me,taking a good look at my face before hugging me tightly.I missed this feeling so much..Burying my head in his neck and smelling his old cologne bringed back so many memories..I was about to tear up.Bill was always my happy place in other words.Even when you were kids, he would always protect you from weirdos or mean bullies.He would always have special treatment for you,as if any severe words or dangerous action could break you into tiny little porcelain pieces,and you loved every moment of it. His hands engulfed you more into his figure,resting on the upper part of your back,below your shoulders.At last he pulled away,before speaking up:

,,Its been so long,Tonya! Seems like nothings changed to you! Also im sorry about tom.."

,, Ah,no worries! It's not like he s better than me anyway. What Tom? Last night,how was the chick? Was she hot? Let's be fucking for real right now,you're a sex addict" I said,with my hands on my hips,turning to Tom's direction.