Time skip
Sanemi pov
We are walking back home. The sun is about to rise. Any minute now I look at Tomioka but this time I took a really good look at him he's kinda pretty not even kinda he's really pretty I wish I was able to see what his eyes look like I bet his blue eyes are really pretty as the sun starts to come up I look at Tomioka his shiny platinum black hair is so pretty everything about him is so...
wait Nono what the fuck am I even saying right now why am I even thinking about him like that it's not like I actually think he's attractive he's just sort of pretty that's all ug-
"Shinazugawa" "Shinazugawaaaa" I hear Tomioka and I quickly snap out of it "what?" I say in a really angry tone "you were looking at me for a while is something wrong?" oh shit I was looking at him. This is bad... "um I.... just kind of got lost in. Thought that's it and I just so happen to be staring in your direction that's all." I say glaring at him the whole time
"Oh ok then" giyuu says he turns all his attention back in front of him I cant stop looking at him if he catches me again spacing out looking at him he's gonna think I'm a fucking creep... (😞) but I can't stop looking maybe I am a fucking creep......
After a while i got home (so did giyuu)
As I walk inside I feel a little
Sad that I couldn't spend more time with giyuu tbh I dont even know what I'm think rn but all I want to do is be with giyuu but no ik I cant IDEK why im feeling these feeling the last person I've felt like this to was Kanae but she um long dead I plopped down on my bed why can't I get him out of my head I mean I know I liked Kanae and if I'm feeling these same feelings towards giyuu maybe I like him maybe I should talk to kanroji about to see if i really do like him bc she's like really good with this kinda things ugh I hate this. (He's thinking to himself btw)
Time skip
"CAW CAW HASHIRA MEETING " I slowly start to open my eyes "CAW CAW" "HASHIRA MEETING"
I open my eyes fully and look at Sorai and then I get up and get ready to start walking to the hashira meeting
Time skip
After the meeting I walk up to kanroji
"Kanroji!" I say she looks at me "huh.."
"OHH HIII SHINAZUGAWA" she says with a big smile "I um was wondering if we could talk About something.." he looked at her a little embarrassed
Time skip
"YOU 100% LIKE HIM" she yells and excitement "U HAVE TO TELL HIM" she squeals "the fucking thing is, though he still annoys the shit out of me. Every time I look at him I still fucking feel like I hate him. He annoys the shit out of me by just looking at me that's why I don't think I like him." He says, in an angry tone
"shinazugawa why do you get so annoyed by him anyways what did he do?" she asked quite confused
" well, it's fucking emotionless face and the way he thinks he's better than everyone his fucking stupid attitude, the way he just sometimes doesn't show up to meetings because because he just doesn't want to. the way he pushes everyone away FOR NO FUCKING REASON?" "Shi-" she gets cut off
"HES JUST SO FUCKING ANNOYING I HATE HIM SO MUCH BUT... " "but what?" She asked
"At the same time I dont hate him"
