The diary had yesterday's entry on it and being curious about her already didn't help.
Monday
12:45 am
26/06/2023
Ok I know I haven't been writing but right now my gut is hurting so I have to. Can everyone stop comparing me? I know I am the worst so you don't need to compare me, I know I am dumb. Yesterday she back bitched about me again. She was telling them that oh I am so annoying , such a drama queen , so fat and ugly. Shaming me wasn't enough for her. She did such a horrible thing even an enemy won't do. I can't even say what she did because of her jealousy. She is blocked from my life now. But it hurts getting your trust broken again and again. I feel guilty for not talking to tae tae today, what kind of a friend I am? He does care for me and I am not talking to him because of my grief. I trust him but somewhere the voice screams at me saying to not give him my whole trust. I want to ignore it as I know he won't hurt me(hope so). I am dumb, the worst and everything bad. I don't wanna feel happy because I know I will be depressed all over again. I don't wanna cry now. Pathetic of me to cry. Such a dumbass, such a weakling. So ugly you are! I HATE YOU FROM THE BOTTOM OF MY HEART YN!!
I knew I was a failure, everyone hates me but you know who hates me the most? Myself
I like hating myself and I am ok being depressed. I just wanna give up now. It's enough! I can't with myself.
My pain feels nothing now. Because it is also being compared! I know people go through the worst but whatever I go through is nothing? Nothing at all? I am suffocated. I could have died today!
I don't wanna write now.
Bye!
YN
Just one thing is going around his mind "wth,wth,WTH!"
He wants to help her. He will ask for help from his hyung aka who was a physiologist. But for now he came back and hugged her carefully and slept.
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She woke up with a headache, grabbing her head and closing her eyes as she got flashbacks of the night. Her eyes widened as she quickly got up and made her way towards the living room. There she saw him, the person she gave her trust too cooking something. She feels overwhelmed watching him , she thought "He didn't left me alone"
She went near him and back hugged him, he flinched a little due to the sudden action but then smile as he greets her good morning.
Suddenly he hears-
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Double update for y'all!
I relate to yn to much, she is basically me but without a frnd like Tae. :")
Love
A/n <3
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