the Way You See // dnf

16:come to end

TW: sh(self harm) / ED (eating disorder) / starvation/ smoking

I was writing this when I was on break so yeah

Words: 1095

George pov:
I went back home and went to sleep then I woke up and got ready for school then I went out side and got some fresh air before I went to school I went to my locker and saw a note

Note: hey get away from dream this is a warning or I have to come over there and seperate you both from:unknown

It was weird I never got none of these notes and I don't know who gave it to me but I didn't think of it....

I was going into 3 period and I was finally with dream when I went in I saw dream was already working so I sat down next to him and he put his hand on my thing

"How are you love" dream says "I am good" I say as I start working "good" he says as he keeps rubbing my thing

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George POV:
I start to walk to lunch and I saw a group of girls handing out cheer tryouts so I got one and walked to Karl's table and see he had one too

"Heyy you have a cheer tryout paper too" karl says "yeah" I say as I sat down "well tryouts are this Friday so do you want to practice today" he says "yeah sure" I say as I start taking out my phone

Then launch was done we finished school then I went out to meet karl to practice

"Hey though you wasn't going to make it" karl says "well I did" I say then we got to practice then we took 1 hour to finish then I went to dreams house since he asked to hang out then I rang his door bell

"Hey come on in" he says I came in and saw him making food I got worried because I can't just eat I have cheer and it would mess up my reputation

"Hey you want to eat" dream says I got scared and said just went with a excuse "no I eat just a while ago" I say

"Oh ok well do you want to cuddle after" he says "yeah of course" I say as I sat next to him he starts to eat and then a few he finishes then we got in bed and cuddle

"So what has been going on" dream says "oh well I am going to try out for cheer with karl" I say "oh that is cool I am trying out for soccer" he says as he kisses me

"Ok well today I think I will stay here for the night" I say as I cuddle with him "yay can we just cuddle today" he says "yeah if you want to" I say as I kissed him

We cuddle all night and then it was morning "good morning Georgie" he says as he kisses my forehead "I am sleepy" I say in my morning voice

"But we have too go to school" dreams says "Mhm ok" I say as I get up and get ready when I came out of the bathroom and saw he was making food I just walked pasted to not get closer to the food so I didn't eat

"Wants some food" he says as he makes his plate "no I am alright ok" I say as I got my bags then he shook his head and was eating I was walking to school the when I was far away from his house so he doesn't see me

I took out a cigarette and lit it up I took a few breaths and started walking again it felt good and it helped me not getting hungry

When I get to school I put the cigarette on the ground and smash it with my foot and got to my locker and saw another note

Note: I saw you getting a cheer paper you won't even get in for how fat you are and gay you are now get away from dream before I do weak and smoking wow such a depressed little kid now get away from dream or you will get it from:EX

I didn't know what was it now who is EX I need to figure out and I saw a picture of me smoking a few minutes ago I just put it in my bags and was thinking I would never get in the team I got to the bathroom and took my blade

I start to pull up my sleeve and saw my other fresh scars I didn't care anymore and started to make more deep one I did 5 and let it bleed out and took towels and dried it up when I was done I got my hoodie from earlier and put it on I looked at the time it was already half way during second period

I didn't want to go anymore but I had too I waited until it was 3 period and got there and I saw dream sitting doing some of the work and I sat next to him and he kissed my cheek and wipers

"Hey you ok karl told me he didn't see you the past two periods" he says with a confusion look "yeah I am ok I had to do stuff" I say as I took notes

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I got back too my own home I got to another cigarette and lit it up and smoked it when I did some I broke it and throw it away

I started to do work and got a notification form karl he was calling me so i answered

"Hey are you coming so we can practice" he says and I remembered and I got up and ready "oh yeah I will be there in 3 minutes" I say as I put on my shoes and put a hoodie I got out and then went to the place and saw karl

"Hey ready" he says I shook my head and we got started and it took 1 hour then i went back home and saw a note on the table...

I saw a picture of me practicing with karl and a signature which was.... EX

What the fuck.....

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Hello and thanks for reading it took me long but it is good and I am back from my brake so I am happy yay

Remember to eat sleep and drink some water

:)