A New Start || BILL KAULITZ

Jessie

I see Bill with his arm wrapped around some random girl
i stand there in shock for a few seconds, i make eye contact with tom and his eyes widen

i quickly walk into the bathroom so Bill doesn't see me
why the fuck would Tom say all that if he knew Bill liked another girl?
and why would Bill act like that if he didn't like me, at least a little bit?

i was just about to step out of the bathroom but i remember my first class...
Tom AND Bill are in my first period
i walk back in and start crying again
i'm already crying in the bathroom on my second day here
this is worse than my last school

i sit there on my phone for a while hoping to pass the time quicker but suddenly i get a text from an unknown number

Unknown
Are you okay?

You
who is this?

Omg it's Maya
I saw Bill and Jessie...

idk what to do maya
i thought he liked me at least a little bit
and  Tom acted like Bill did too, i'm just so confused

it's okay Daniela we can talk about it during P.E or lunch
how is first period with them..?

i skipped..

honestly, i understand, just PLEASE be there in P.E

i will i promise

i have to go Daniela, good luck and ily

ilyt maya

i sit in the stall until the bell rings, i'm really glad a teacher didn't walk in

i walk out and remember i have to see tom and gustav
i take a deep breath and make it to our classroom
i walk in, sit down, and take my stuff out

"Everyone take out your work from yesterday, you can quietly talk amongst yourselves but please work." our teacher shouts

i hear chatter throughout the classroom but all i can listen to is tom and gustav whispering in German. i hear bill's name and my name thrown around a few times
i put my head down and sit there for a couple minutes until i feel a tap on my shoulder

"Daniela?" i hear in toms voice
i look up to see tom and gustav staring at me

"what"

"listen I know what you saw this morning-"

"Tom I don't care, nothing was going on between us, it doesn't even matter." i interrupt

"Daniela please we need to tell you something" Gustav pleads

i give a confused look, they seem worried?

"um what happened?" i reply

tom sighs, "we really shouldn't be telling you this so please don't tell Bill or Georg or anyone"

"what?" I'm so confused

"just listen, please. When Bill went out on the phone call yesterday he called me over because of what our manager said. Our manager told us that paparazzi took photos of us walking, they took pictures of you and Bill."

"but we aren't together?"

"we tried telling him but he didn't care, he only cares about our image. he told Bill to stay away from you. The girl he was with is our managers daughter, he's convinced she'll be better for our career."

"oh my god, i'm so sorry." i say

"it's okay, you just need to be patient with Bill. we are trying to figure out how to get this girl away from us, she actually insane." Gustav adds

"so i can't talk to Bill?" i ask

Tom laughs "that's really all you care about? i guess they are made for each other" he whispered

"what was that?" i smile

"oh nothing"
we

after history i start walking to P.E but Maya runs to walk with me instead

"Hey are you okay?!" she says looking at me concerned

"i'm okay th-" i hesitate, i'm not supposed to tell her, or anyone, about their manager.
"i'll be alright." i finish

"okay let's go to P.E."

Maya consoles me during P.E
we only have 5 minutes until class ends

"what are we gonna do at lunch?" I ask

"oh my god i don't know" she replies

"let's just get there fast and sit where we did yesterday, if they sit with us then whatever" i suggest

she nods and we wait at the door until the bell rings
we run to cafeteria giggling and sit down
we sit talking and sharing our lunches when we see the group walking up to our table

"oh god" maya whispers to me
she gives them a dirty look and Bill looks at the ground. he looks miserable

i feel bad for Bill but i can't tell him i know

i stare at him and Jessie but Bill looks up so i look away quickly

i see jessie give me the DIRTIEST LOOK i've ever seen in my life and i just turn to Maya

END OF THIS CHAPTER SO YEAH
LETS GOO