Denial

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Carlos Sainz is a straight man.
That's what he's been repeating to himself for weeks now. It's been three weeks since Lando told him. They were hanging out in Carlos' hotel room, like they always do. Carlos started bullying Lando, asking when he's finally going to get a girlfriend, Lando started making up excuses, saying things like "I'm focusing on my career" and "I'll get one when I feel like it" Carlos told him to stop making up excuses, he knew damn well Lando could use a quick fuck. Lando finally blurted it out "I'm gay, if you really wanna know."
Carlos hasn't stopped thinking about it since. What type of man would Lando like? Does Lando secretly like someone on the grid? What if Lando likes him? Would Lando want someone to dominate him? Has Lando had sex near the circuit before? Maybe with someone from the team? What would Lando look like with someones dick down his throat? Or maybe he would even let him fuck his ass? Ew Carlos stop thinking about Lando.
But just thinking about that wouldn't make Carlos gay right?... right?...

Carlos Sainz is a straight man.
Yesterday Lando and him went to a club together, in Monaco. Some random dark haired tall guy walked up to Lando and started flirting with him. Lando was super drunk. The guy wasn't. Eventually they started dancing together. Lando grinding on the tall guy behind him. Carlos gritted his teeth at the sight. Would Lando fuck this guy? Just like that? Has Lando fucked him before? Everyone in Monaco knows each other, it wouldn't surprise him if they had met before. Carlos orders another beer, still keeping his eyes on his friend. He hoped Lando wouldn't notice him. But then again Lando was probably too drunk to remember it tomorrow anyways.

The night goes on, Carlos doesn't try to drink as much anymore, someone had to get Lando home. After a while the Spaniard notices the random guy slowly lowering his hand on Lando's back. No. Carlos couldn't let him do that. Not to Lando. Lando is too drunk to have sex right now. Too drunk to give consent. Carlos left his beer on the bar and stormed towards Lando and the random guy. "Asshole! Can't you see he's way too drunk for this! Take your hands off of him. Right now!" Carlos pinched Lando's arm."Carlooooosss, can't you let me have any fun?" Lando started whining."Not in this state, we're going back to the hotel." Carlos takes his hand and pulls him out of the club. Protecting your friend doesn't make you gay right?

Carlos Sainz is a straight man.
He decides it's better if Lando doesn't go home by himself tonight. So he takes Lando to his own place. It wouldn't be the first time the Brit sleeps over at his anyways. Lando hangs over his shoulder the entire walk home, mumbling things like "why did you have to ruin it? I bet he would have given me some good sex. Maybe he would've sucked my dick at least. Would you suck my dick Carlos?" Carlos decided it was better if he didn't answer that. When they finally get to his place, Lando is almost asleep on his shoulder. He drops the younger one on the bed. He knows Lando doesn't like sleeping with clothes on, so he decides it's better to undress his friend. He slowly pulls down Lando's jeans whilst he himself has a toothbrush in his mouth. Lando has a nice ass. It's so round and small and just perfectly pretty. No Carlos, you can't think such things about Lando. He says to himself. After he has also pulled Lando's shirt over his head he pulls the covers over Lando's body. Carlos goes back to the bathroom to spit out his toothpaste when he notices it. He's hard. Why is he hard? Oh shit. No it can't be. Carlos decides it's better to just leave it like this. He can't just jerk of to the thought of his best friend, he wouldn't be able to look Lando in the eyes again. Getting hard because of your best friend doesn't make you gay right? As long as you don't jerk of to it.

Carlos silently slides into the bed, next to Lando. Lando slowly opened his eyes "thank you for bringing me here." Carlos gasps, he didn't think Lando would still be awake. "No problem Landito. No problem." Lando has closed his eyes again by now. Carlos looks closely at Lando's face. His lashes. His soft, thick lips. He's kind of.. cute... no Carlos! You can't think that about him. It's Lando for Gods sake. Thinking you best friend is cute doesn't make you gay right?

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