The World Cant Control Us (A Tokio Hotel Love story)

▪︎chapter 4▪︎

It's been a long time since I've met the guys. People have started to stop talking about Bill, but not everyone. Theres this one popular girl group that wont shut up about anything.

One day at lunch they walked up and started laughing with their annoying laugh. "Schauen Sie, es ist der einsame Star und das mädchenhafte Mädchen. Hey Bill, wie lange hat es gedauert, bis du das aus dem Mülleimer gefunden hast?" (Look, it's the lonely star and the girly girl. Hey Bill, how long did it take you to find that from the trash can?) They continued to laugh with that shrieking voice, I mocked them and said. "Angela, wie lange hast du gebraucht, um das bei Goodwill zu finden? Oder hast du es dir von einer anderen Stripperin ausgeliehen?" (Angela, how long did it take you to find this on Goodwill? Or did you borrow it from another stripper?) They scoffed at what I said and walked away. Tom called after them and said "Wir sehen uns im Strip Club Angela!" (See you at Strip Club Angela!) We all laughed at Tom. "Das nächste Mal sollten sie keinen Blödsinn über Bill reden" (Next time, don't talk nonsense about Bill)

The girls would bother us everyday but we didnt care, we came up with better remarks, but the one that remained was anything about the strip club. It was true though Angela was secretly working at the strip club to provide for her family and kid. It was a rumor. Angela had stopped going to school last school year untill it was close to the last day. Shes in the grade above us so shes older obviously, but its rumored that shes faking her age to work at the strip club. Its pretty funny to be honest. I mean who would ba a prostitute to make money. Well it does pay good but still.

One day Angela and her group got so bad started talking shit about my mom saying shes cheating on my step dad and how she doesn't work because shes a "home" prostitute, meaning she brings men to the house to do things. I got pissed off at that because I knew my mom would never do that, so I took off my hoops and handed them to Bill. I squared up to her. She didnt get the idea, obviously being a blonde, so I punched her. I broke her nose. I busted her lip and even pulled out her hair extensions. The amount of hair that was on the floor was crazy. I still had hair in my hands when the teachers pulled me away. I spat on Angela's face as I was being dragged away.

Short story they called my parents and they came and picked me up. I got a weeks worth of suspension, along with two lunch detentions. I didnt care, Angela would have to be taken to the hospital and that all I cared about. My mom asked what had happened and why I did it. I told her the exact words Angela had said, and told her that no one can talk shit about my family, it didnt matter if it was true or not. My parents didnt ground me, but warned me that if it happened again I would be in huge trouble. I said ok and that I would wait for the first punch next time, they laughed at that.

After my weeks worth of suspension I was walking into that school with a new confidence. While on my suspension my mom took me to get my belly pierced, a tattoo, a nose piercing, tongue, and to get my hair dyed. I walked in there like a total bad ass. Angela and her group stayed clear away from me and the guys. Some other popular girls did the same, but certain people were coming up to us and admired us. Those who missed school that day asked if the fight really happened, though with Angela's bald spots and busted up face it was obvious it did happen. If she showed up with literal bald spots her "friends" were fake because she walked around for a while with bald spots.

I was proud of what I did, Bill was extremely grateful that I had done that for him. Every now and then I would catch Tom staring at me. Butterflies creeped their way to my stomach when that would happen. I wonder if he likes me. Nah he probably just wants to play with my feelings. I dont care.

When school was over and the guys dropped me off at home Tom was the first to pull me into a hug. He whispered something into my ear. "You are so amazing. I love you. Please call me. Give me a chance. Please" my face turned red and I only knew that because Georg pointed it out. "Look Emma's face is all red! What did he tell her? Oooo Emma and Tom sitting in a tree." Whatever let him say what he wants, tom did this to every girl I presume. Tom was the player of the school so everyone knew about him. But I dont know I think his feelings are rather true. I dont know. Maybe I should trust my gut. I said the rest of my goodbyes and went inside.

At around 7 I decided to text tom.
Emma: hey tom.
Tom: hey :)
Emma: so you said to text you. Do you have something to tell me?
Tom: yes actually.
Emma: well?
Emma: ....
Seen 1 hour ago

I dont believe this he just left me on read. Why am I so worked up about... *ding*

Tom: typing....
Tom: so i told you to give me a chance. I know we are just friends and all but i want to be more than that. I love you Emma. You make me feel like no other girl had. Please consider it?
Emma: ... no way.. no I dont mean it like that I'm just so.. idk shocked. I didnt know you liked me.. I thought...
Tom: oh yea I broke up with my last girl a few weeks ago. I cant help but admire you. Your eyes, your hair, your body, your everything. You are so amazing Emma. Please give me a chance. I will live you like there is no tomorrow. Please.
Emma: can I think about it. I can tell you tomorrow? I'm sorry Tom this is just so sudden. 
Tom: that's fine I'm ok with that. Please take your time.
Emma: -
Tom: I'm going to bed. Good night Emma sleep well. I'll see you in the morning when we come get you.
Emma: ok good night tom.

~next morning~
I walked out the door straight to tom. I whispered into his ear "I love you too tom. I'm willing to give you a chance. But not a a couple. Let's give it a while. We can still talk. Maybe get to know each other better?" He nodded and smiled at me. I went to go over to Bill but strong arms grabbed my waist. "Walk with me today?" Tom said. "Sure. If that's alright with you Bill?" I asked Bill. "Fine by me." Bill smirked and winked at his older brother. (Tom is 10 minutes older than Bill btw)

I walked with tom into the school building, his arm around my waist. As we walked by the many girls that admired him they all seemed jealous. One girl tried to trip me but tom pushed her away. "Back up." He said. "Before your ass get beat up, like angela." I said. All the girls backed away from us after I said that. Well all except one girl.

"Hey slut. Whose your next boy toy huh? Is it Georg or maybe Gustav?"
I removed Tom's hand and walked up to the girl who said it.
"You want to go bitch?"
"Come on. Everyone knows you're a slut. Just like your mother." Her beady eyes piercing at me. I glared at her my fist clenched. "What did you say?" "Oh I'm sorry is your slightly ears not good enough to hear? I said.." before she could finish I punched her straight in her dirty little mouth. I made sure to let her get some punches in, so it looks like I waited.
Before long we made it to the girls washroom.
"You want to keep talking shit about my mother you dirty whore?"  I said shoving her head down a toilet. "Maybe you need so soap to go with your toilet soup. Soap to clean that disgusting mouth of yours! I wonder how many cocks went down your throat because unlike you I'm not a dirty little slut!"  I yelled bringing her over to the soap dispenser. As I had finally gotten plenty of soap down her throat teachers walked in and dragged me away from it. I made it very clear to everyone watching that they better blame her.

I was pretty bad looking, but not as bad as her. She was worse than Angela. This girl was so bad that her parents took her out of that school. I got suspended again and this time I told my parents everything, but I made it sound like she threw the first punch. "Thank you for looking out for your mother and waiting for the first punch but you cant be fighting people." Dad told me. "Especially with your anger. It's worse than mine. And ice had my fair share of fights at school." Mom then said. "But she was.." before I could finish my mom spoke. "Give me your phone and MP3 player. And headphones. You are grounded. No friends over. Only go to school and come right back. You arent allowed to go anywhere except school. No exceptions." Mom said. She said it in English and her accent was strong.

Great now I'm stuck at home. I didnt care because like Angela this girl was is very bad condition so it made things so much better. I would have to tell the guys next time I see them. By next time I mean next month. I got a months worth of suspension. Great.