The Tears Of My Kingdom-Midnight series V2

Chapter 19 Lost Cause

Tryna find somethin' to do with my time (Time)
Ease my pain, get you off of my mind
With three cell phones, I have been on my grind
No more love means no more lies
And I tried, yeah
Lord knows I tried (Yeah, yeah)
Rod wave Alone

Kimberly's POV

After going upstairs, I headed towards the bathroom to freshen up. I shampooed my hair and washed my body before changing into the clothes laid out for me.

I hurried downstairs to the kitchen after getting dressed, realizing that's where we were supposed to be. During our previous conversation, I gained insight into why Saint had behaved the way he had in the past.

As I approached the kitchen, I found them waiting for me as anticipated. I was curious about their true intentions, but before I could ask, they began to speak. It was finally my turn to speak, and I felt ready to express my thoughts on my newfound plan.

" I understand where you guys are coming from but none of it truly matters. I recently found out what my power was, which is the power to see slightly in the future."

I sigh before continuing,

" I know you guys are looking at me like I'm crazy but like I said I've seen the future and it doesn't look good.  Our side takes more casualties than I'm comfortable with, Zach I need you to sit back and watch your sister back and make sure she doesn't do anything crazy" I tell them throwing them off, I didn't want to tell them the future and disrupt it more than I already am.

They look at me bewildered, we'll say it's because I just laid all this on my one time, But they both look at each other and nod in agreement, knowing that I'm telling the truth and only the truth. I have no reason to lie.

I swiftly outlined my strategy to them, emphasizing the importance of keeping a low profile and ensuring our safety, as I had already foreseen the situation's outcome.

Although I couldn't provide physical safety to them, I knew that the sense of security I could offer was far more valuable than sheer strength or intelligence. By providing them with knowledge of what was to come, we were able to work together to make positive changes.

At the time, I wasn't sure how my decisions would shape the future that I was actively creating. It scared me one wrong move and maybe I would be dead.

I shiver slightly at the thought of me being selfless for the ones I love. On some titanic shit, leaving myself to drown. This was a turn of events, why did the moon goddess bless me now?

I think she's trying to help me become the best version of myself by encouraging me to save my people and attack strategically. However, I do not understand why we aren't Fated by soul ties. So that can't be the reason that brings us two people together.

So what is it?

I heard my wolf call to me, so I listened.

As I synchronized myself with my wolf, overwhelming thoughts put me in a trance. My eyes glossed over, and that's when I met a beautiful young lady. She floated down in front of my wolf so gracefully, I gave her a wolf smile. Something told me she was okay.

She rubbed her hands through my fur in sung me a lullaby. It was so calm and soothing; it made me feel at home. for some reason, I started to cry. She rubbed my nuzzle and told me

It's OK; little pup Mama's here now.

It startled me.

She was in my head but how?

Do I know you?

You should I'm your mother but I'm better known as the moon goddess she explained

You're the moon goddess?! I asked now shocked

Yes I am she giggled

I'm your mother but I'm every wolf's mother, I have a select set of wolves I call my immediate family and I bless them accordingly. You are one of my 12 special children

So that's why I could see into the future?

Yes my love that's exactly right

Why now though, what made you what to awaken me?

It was due to the fact someone you truly loved died and you didn't have a choice in the matter. As my daughter, I couldn't and wouldn't accept that.

That's so selfish though what if I fail and lose my life?

That's your choice, this is why I did what I did. You can either say your goodbyes or change the future. This is up to you though my love.

Mom why did you make this so hard, I want to say thank you but I also want to be mad at you as well.

I love all my children but I love you the most, I Don't know why but I just do. Out of all my children you were bound to find your mate but you found love first. It was something I always envied. Here I was playing matchmaker for everybody but how easy it was for you to decide for yourself. This isn't an everyday thing. You just don't make the bonds you did.

Right like kids Don't fall in love every day?

Yes, they do but did you see how Eazy it was for Max to drop Jen?

Mhmm

It was because the feeling of having an imprint and mate is supposed to override your natural urge to find your mate.

But that's not fair, shouldn't you be able to find your love?

Yes, but life isn't fair, your experience with mates is completely different from anything I've ever seen. You beat the odds, it's making me feel like I made a mistake choosing this 1000 years ago.

Mom you did it for a good reason I got lucky that's it, you did your best. Everybody I met with a mate has been the happiest one in the room. I'm just being selfish right now.

Thank you, my love, you will be the greatest Luna of this generation. Remember every action reacts. The choice you make with each will have a butterfly effect on our world and be safe this war doesn't end with Saint it's always somebody above.

With that, she disappears, and I come back to reality. She laid some heavy shit on me I need to make my next move my best move.

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😤😤😤 sheesh one more chapter then book 3 y'all ready? I'm hyped I gotta a lot of notes and ideas I want to let y'all read so be ready!
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