Chapter 38

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"Come at me now and you'll only get a bullet run through your heads." All of them went silent until Eunwoo laughed. "Really princess? You're gonna put a bullet through our head with a blindfold on?" You didn't bother to answer him. You need to stay calm, relax yourself and listen carefully. You should have known what your father worked as when he taught you this.

"We need to break the door, she can't keep her threat going for long." Jungkook said to the others. "But why the fuck did she blindfold herself?" Yoongi said making Jungkook look back at you. "I have no idea." He looked around. "Shooting the lock won't help. Bring those rods." He said while pointing at some steel rods in the corner. He pulled out his belt. "Tie them together." They nodded before working on it.

"Drop the gun Y/n, you can't use it." You didn't respond to him. You forgot that you didn't had claustrophobia when you were a kid. Putting on a blindfold now feels like theres a rope tied around your neck, tightly choking you. You have to do it anyways bcz theres no other way. "Hey take it away from her." Eunwoo said to the guard who was closest to you. "Yes sir." He said before approaching you. You can hear him coming. Closer. Closer.

Bang

Everyone stopped. Jungkook panicked and looked back inside along with others to only fall dead silent. The man is dead at your feet. You killed him. "What in the actual fuck?" All of them muttered. You don't like seeing dead bodies or blood splashing everywhere thats why you've been taught to shoot with a blindfold on. Listening to their steps and voices is all you need. "She did not just..." Eunwoo said while looking at the man who now had a hole in his head. You were so not kidding when you said you'll put bullets through their heads. You wish they would just attack already because you don't feel good with the blindfold. Its suffocating.

"Fuck, get her already." He said making the others approach you. Their steps are mixed up but you can pin point them. Four of them are coming. It took only four bullets and four seconds for them to die right there. Not many entered if you remember correctly so only a few would have been left by now. You stumbled feeling light headed and crouched down to catch your breath. It'll not be a surprise if you die before killing all of them. Eunwoo is awfully silent right now. "How are you doing this?" He asked making you smile even during the pain.

"I don't wanna fucking kill you so stop." You got up and took in a few heavy breaths. Its suffocating. Its suffocating. Its killing me. I'll die. You blanky stood there listening to your own thoughts. It sounds like a song of agony. A tear slipped out and you clutched tightly to the gun. You can't breakdown now. You have to piss him off so he would attack. "Stop hiding behind your guards." He clenched his jaw before signalling the rest of the guards to go forward. "I warned you." They're fast and five of them. You shot two when one of them grabbed your arm jerking you forward. "Let go!" You hit the back of the gun on his head and shot him. Since he was close his blood spilled on you a bit and you pushed the body aside. Same went for the other two before you collapsed down.

You were crying, in pain and suffering more than you ever had. You just killed people. You're just like your father. You're a murderer. Murderer. A murderer. A murderer. A murderer. You broke into tears while covering your ears. "I-I didn't do anything. I-I didn't do it." The voice in your head was getting louder. Murderer. A murderer. A murderer. A murderer. Eunwoo frowned and pulled a gun out aiming at you.

He buckled the belt tightly. They successfully tied all the rods. "Pick it up, hurry." He glanced back inside but stopped. All the men are dead and you're sitting on the floor, crying while covering your ears. "Y/n, get up he'll shoot you!" He yelled making you quickly grab the gun. You heard the bar door getting hit. They're trying to break it. "I didn't want to do this Y/n." He said but he would wish he kept quiet. You followed his voice and pulled the trigger.

"She did not......" Jimin said as they all just stared at you two. Eunwoo looked down seeing blood oozing out from his chest. He looked up at you and you were already on the ground breathing heavily. He stumbled and fell on his knees. "Y-You think if i die you'll live your life happily afterwards?" You were crying. "I hope you die a much painful death. You're nothing but just an object. You'll always be." You covered your ears. "S-Stop. Stop." You heard him chuckle. "Thats right. Suffer. Its in your fate. From the very start till the very end."

Your hands flopped down as you stared into the darkness covering your eyes. Jungkook smiled seeing Eunwoo on the ground. "Y/n, just a bit more effort baby. Unlock the door." His smile dropped as fast as it came. He watched you pick up the gun, slowly you traced it up to your head. "What are you doing?" He muttered. "Y/n, put the gun down!" He looked back at the others. "Break it, fucking hurry!!" Silent tears fell as you felt the cold metal of the gun pressing to the side of your head.

You're finally more than tired. Tired of life, your life, the world, people, everything. For how long till you remember, getting your life taken away by yourself never crossed your mind. You always had some faith. From the day your parents left, you thought they would return. The day you went to your aunt, you thought everything would be perfect. Your first day in university to your fisrt date. Did you pass any day with joy? Never. Where did all go wrong? Whose fault was it? Yours? Your parents? Your aunts? You smiled. You don't care any longer. Its finally coming to an end.

You loaded the gun as soon as you heard the bars fall down. You can hear him. Yelling, running, to stop you, so he isn't too late. Why would he do that? You don't deserve to live. You felt him snatch the gun from you harshly and throw it across the room. "Are you fucking insane!?" He yelled. You crawled a bit away from him to look for the gun. "No, w-where is it? I need it." He shook his head before dropping on his knees infront of you. He pulled you closer. "LET GO, I NEED THE GUN. I CAN'T DO THIS ANYMORE." You tried pushing him away, trying hard to get out of his grib while he hugged you tightly, silently crying bcz of your condition. "I'm sorry. I'm sorry. Please stop." He whispered to you but you didn't.

You kept moving and it was getting hard to control you. "JUST GIVE ME THE GUN, PLEASE, I BEG YOU. I WANT TO END THIS. I'M TIRED." His hand reached the back of your head opening the blindfold. It was hard to do so since you weren't stopping but he got rid of it. "Y/n look at me." He tried turning you towards him but it wasn't working. You've completely lost your mind at the moment. All you want to do right now is grab the gun and kill yourself. He placed his head on your back and broke down at the sight of you while you kept pushing forward to grab the gun. "JUNGKOOK PLEASE, I NEED IT." He held you tightly. He doesn't know what'll happen if he lets you go.

"Y/n look at me, look at me." He tried turning you which worked a little. "C-Calm down, please. You're ok. You don't wanna do this." You shook your head. "I want to. Yo-You'll help me? Please." His eyes moved on every inch of your face and then stopped on your eyes. He can see the thick wall of tears and pain. You watched him cry silently and he shook his head. "Then let go of me!" He again made his grib tighter when you tried to get away. "God damnit Y/n, stop already!" His voice broke and he looked back at his hyungs who were standing silently, terrified to the scene infont of them. He signalled Jin for something and he nodded before leaving.

He looked back at you, your eyes fixed on the gun which was laying across the room. He moved your hair back. "Relax Y/n, please. I'm begging you to stop." Jin came back and passed him a syringe. Jungkook cleared his throat. "G-Grab her." They looked at his painful expression and nodded. They can't even say a word. Jimin and Taehyung grabbed your legs while the three of them grabbed your shoulders. Jungkook grabbed your arm from where you ripped the sleeve. He gently caressed your skin. "Please let me go." You were crying badly while still struggling.

The tears build up in his eyes again as the others stared at him. He covered his eyes taking a deep breath. He slowly pressed the syringe in your skin. From the pain you were feeling inside this was nothing compared to it. He sat down next to you while examining you. Your movements were becoming slow until you passed out and they let go of you. He ran both his hands on his face. "She'll be ok." Namjoon said while patting his back and he shook his head. He still didn't stop crying tears of pain, the pain he was going through everytime he looks at you.

"S-She won't be ok. She never was and i didn't completly notice it until now."

"She hid it so perfectly."

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To be continued.......

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