"IT'S ALL BECAUSE OF YOU," he shouted at me.
"What?" I asked in confusion.
Why is he blaming me? What did I do?
"It's all because of you, Nancy," he grabbed my shoulders tightly and yelled at me. I looked into his eyes. I couldn't see love toward me in his eyes. It was hatred.
"What did I do?" I asked him.
"What did you do?" he pause and laughed.
"You made my life hell," he said looking at me. His words were hurting me. I was shivering. It was very cold. But he didn't care for me. He was yelling at me. I closed my eyes tightly. I was scared of him. I didn't understand anything. I don't know what he was saying. He wasn't in his senses.
"What happened, Ethan?" I asked crying.
"I wish I had never met you before. I regret meeting you. I regret helping you. I regret kissing you." he shouted.
What? He regrets meeting me. I thought that he loved me. I thought that he cared for me.
"What are you saying? You love me right?" I asked grabbing his hands tightly.
"Love," he laughed at me. "It wasn't love, Nancy. It was sympathy. I felt bad for you and that's why I helped you. And you thought it was love."
"I know you love me, Ethan," I said touching his face.
"Stop it, Nancy. What's so special about you? Huh. I don't find anything. You are just an average-looking girl. And uhm... I don't think I will enjoy with you." he said rolling his eyes all over me.
"I thought I was special to you. I am such an idiot." I said crying. I am so disappointed in myself. How could I love this person?
It's not the eyes that are blind but the hearts.
"I have never loved you, Nancy," he said looking at me.
"You know what I don't regret meeting you. I regret loving you. You are a pathetic person. You are harsh. You are rude. If someone ever left you in your life then it's because of your behavior. You don't deserve to be loved, Ethan." I said pushing him away from me.
"Yes, I am a pathetic person. So stop loving me, Nancy Bloom. If you continue to do this you will get hurt." he said and walked inside the hotel.
It was hurting a lot. I couldn't believe what just happened. I was in shock. I bent my knees on the ground and cried a lot. How could someone just play with your emotions?
Do men ever sit and think
"Damn... I am hurting her."
Everything is over. Nothing is left between us. I don't want any kind of relationship with him. I explained to myself, my heart that he doesn't deserve my love. He isn't worth it. He is a fucking asshole. I stood up and walked towards my car. I took a long deep breath and calmed myself. It was very cold. I didn't even bring a jacket with me. I was shivering. I drove the car to my home. I took a shower and had dinner.
One-sided love is painful. Deep down inside you know how much it hurts you. You think about what is wrong with you and why doesn't that person love you. You think that maybe it is your fault.
11:30 pm
I tried to relax my mind and sleep. I just couldn't sleep. Whenever I closed my eyes, Ethan's words flashbacks in my mind. I want to forget but I just couldn't do it. I messaged Sam. I wanted to tell her what happened today.
"Hey, Sam," I messaged her.
She didn't reply. I think she is busy with some work. Ah! I am so lonely right now. Oh! She just replied after 15 minutes.
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