Since we were young

Chapter 10

Y/N'S POV:

After cutting the cake, both my parents hugged him. And we started to clean everything up after talking for sometime.

After cleaning I thought I should give it to him now. Because he will be busy in the evening party with friends. So I called him over to my room. He came in and sat on the bed.

"What?" He asked.

"Umm...wanna know what I bought for you?"

"Yeah sure."

Then I opened my closet and pulled out the beautifully covered box.

(It was packed like this.)

He looked excited. He opened it. And smiled widely after knowing what I bought for him.

"Hey...look I'm sorry. You lost your old ones because of me. And this was the only thing I can afford, the thing you needed." I said.

"Firstly that was not your fault. Because I was frustrated and I blamed you, I'm sorry. And secondly Thank you so much Y/N. I'm so grateful to have you." He gave me a warm smile.

I smiled back. Opened my mouth to say something but it got stuck in my throat. Tears forming in my eyes, willing to come down and touch my cheeks. But I can't let that happen. I don't want to make him sad on his birthday saying those things I want to. But on the other hand, I want to share my feelings and thoughts with him. I want to tell him everything I want to and I need to. I want to lighten my heart by sharing things with the person I trust the most.

"Wait... Are you crying?! Seriously??! WHY?!" He asked me, worried.

"I-I..."

Finally, my tears came out, my eyes felt light. I get a bit anxious. I didn't wanted to tell him but still I wanted to. I don't know what this feeling was...but it hurts.

He hugged me, tightly.

"Tell me Y/N."

"You're going to Korea next week, right?" I asked.

He hesitated a bit and then aswered.

"Yeah...that's right.."

I signed and spoke again.
"You will be there forever. I don't know when we will meet. I didn't knew that this moment will come this quick. I don't want you to leave but you have to and you need to. I know that you want to meet your REAL parents and fulfill your dreams by becoming a Kpop Idol..." I breathed a bit because I spoke that in one breathe.

We parted the hug and he kissed me on cheeks. I blushed. A little TOO much. He smiled.

"Don't worry, I'll call you everyday and I'll come to meet you whenever I get the chance, okay?" He said as he gave me the warmest smile ever.

I smiled and nodded. He pulled me into a hug again. I was blushing too hard that it was too much for my cheeks to handle.

After 2-3 minutes of the silent hug. It was silent and warm. His arms were the bestest I've even been in. I really want him to be with me. But his career is more important that my selfish needs.