I was told, that this audition is for Joining a group called BTS. Many people auditioned days before. Numbers are given from 1 again to the new participants each day.
I got up and went on the stage to perform. I can do it! I'll do it!! I have to do it!!! I should end up being a trainee!!!! YOU CAN FUCKING DO IT PARK JIMIN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
YOU'VE GOT TO DO THIS!!
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"It's okay Jimin, don't be sad." Taehyung comforted me. Taehyung unexpectedly got selected and he'll now become a trainee.
He was there with us. He was supposed to support us but then one of the man said him to try once. Taehyung called his parents for permission. And he fortunately got that. He tried and the judges were really impressed. He got selected without any practice.
And I got rejected with so much practice. I'm so sad. I'm just holding back my tears. I could burst out crying anytime.
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I entered home with a sad look. I was looking down. I can't look at them, am ashamed of myself.
"What happened, sweetie?" Mom asked. I didn't respond. She realised what happened. She came and hugged me.
"It's okay, you can try again right? You're strong. I know you won't give up that easily right? You have to make Y/N and her parents proud of you. So just try until you get selected. I believe in you, son." My mother comforted me while I was sobbing.
I nodded and after a while, I went into my room, locked it and hopped onto my bed. I was still crying. I can't believe I failed. I'm seriously useless!! I hate myself!!
I already told my parents not to tell Y/N's family that I failed. They would be so sad. Instead, we'll say the results are yet to be out, I'll have to lie to them until I get selected.
I recieved Y/N'S call and I didn't have any guts to accept it. I was scared. Scared of making her sad. Scared of her loosing trust in me. Scared of everything right now. Scared of how she'll react after listening to the truth. She'll never trust me once she looses it.
I'm SCARED.
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I was crying and crying until 3 am. I didn't realise when I fell asleep.
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Y/N'S POV:
I was getting more and more anxious thinking about that damn boy Jimin. He hasn't called me since the day before yesterday.
What happened to him? Did he fail? Or he passed it and just too busy to call me rn?
I again gave him a call and it again said his phone is switched off. I'm so hella worried and curious what happened.
Da fuq Jimin. Just call me bitch. I texted him again.
Jiminthebitch 💜:
(On the chat)
Me:
Jimin!! What happened?
Did you pass?
Where are you?
da fuq Jimin!!
(Delivered at 4pm)
Hey? What the fuck?
Just reply bitch?
You dead?
Alive?
Half dead?
You having se-
RePlY!
Heyaaaah
I hate you
Hey?
Call me I'm so worried. Please.
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I signed before sliding my phone beside my pillow and rested my head on the pillow. Just thinking about Jimin. What the hell happened to him? Why isn't he replying me?
He usually replies in seconds. Plus, he said he'd cl me once the audition ends. But it's been a whole day since I haven't got any call from him.
I again got up and went downstairs.
"Y/N." My mum called me from the kitchen and I went there lazily. "Jimin's mother called me and said the results yet to be out. And Jimin was so worried that he got sick. So he wouldn't be able to call for a while now." She said and I just nodded and ran to my room.
JIMIN'S POV:
It's been two days since I haven't called Y/N. But the thing is I got sick because of how worried and scared I was. Plus, mum snatched me phone and took it with her and said she won't return it till I will be healthy again.
She said me to stop worrying and try again next month.
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I'm again going to sleep.
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