✅A Blooming Love (Wonyoung × Fem Reader)

Part 13: Why

Yn's POV

It's been months since that thing happened and to be honest I never thought that Yunmin will be punish for what she did, but Wonyoung surprise me when she told me that she already had taken care of it. At that time I don't know how to react but of course I'm so grateful if not for her I will surely be expelled already but I didn't she would do it for me, I'm not saying that she's bad I'm just saying that I didn't expect her to go through all that just for me, but it made my heart flip and flutter almost wanting to get out of my chest, I feel like she feels the same way too but I know I'm just imagining it, I hate that even though I know that there is no chance between the two of us I still dream and let my wishful thinking that she may be feeling something for me. How pathetic of me.

I'm getting better day by day and also falling deeper for her at the same time, I'm actually glad that school's busy so I can use that excuse to not go back early cause I still need to finish something at school, Wonyoung will not just turn a blind eye if one of her friends don't take their study seriously so she will always take my excuse about doing a project or something, but I'm just actually outside the school going anywhere everywhere drowning myself in alcohol as I think about my unrequited love.

Since that time I got out of the hospital, Wonyoung and Sunghoon can always be seen with each other that Wonyoung started letting Sunghoon inside our dorm, it's sickening looking at them being so close and intimate while I watch in agony as I again woke up at the realization that Wonyoung will never be mine, that all those people say that we look like lovers is just a joke and nothing more.

Flashback 4 days after Yn got out of the hospital....

I was just doing my assignment and assigned task at the same time I'm also searching for a potential work for me so that I can have an income, after all money is the most important thing in this world if you want to survive not just a brain.

While I'm busy doing my business, the dorms door suddenly opens revealing Wonyoung's frame, I was about to greet her but my mum words got stuck in my throat and died down as soon as I saw another hand a bigger and rougher one circling on Wonyoung's waist, my teeth grinds on each other as I control my ranging jealousy, i hid my fist inside my jackets pocket and clench my hands in tight grip, I try to smile but I bet it looks awful.

"H-hey.. Wonyoung" I looked at Sunghoon beside her still, his hand on her thin waist holding it possessively I tried to steady my breathing and stop my eyes from going to his hands whereabouts "and Sunghoon, so what's happening?" I ask trying my best not crack up my voice but my hands getting numb just like my already stabbed heart.

Then Wonyoung look at me smiling automatically when she spots me her eyes lighting like a fireworks just like the moment I fell in love with her, her left hand taking Sunghoon's free one, clasping on it with her cute hand that I so badly wanted to be in mine.

"Oh I'm sorry, I think I forgot to mention that I'll be taking Sunghoon here, I figured that we should be spending more time with each other since, I don't want to fight anymore, and I'm sorry that I didn't give a heads up" she says I know I need to say something but I just can't think of anything cause all I'm feeling right is pure suffocation so I stupidly remain silent they must have find it a little awkward so Sunghoon started talking too.

"Yeah, I'm sorry if we didn't ask for your  permission Yn we just kind of got a little excited to spend more time with each other, specially me since I miss my Wony~" he says it in a very sweet voice looking at Wonyoung while brushing her hair and arranging Wonyoung's baby hairs my heart is already breaking into pieces by just looking at them but the hurt doesn't stop there when Sunghoon suddenly lean into Wonyoung and kiss her lips.