✅A Blooming Love (Wonyoung × Fem Reader)

Part 12: I love her

Yn's POV

I don't know why, but whenever I'm confined in a hospital I always feel at ease even that's a little weird since most of the times people always says that they hate hospital and it's alcohol cleaning scent but I guess I'm just a little unique from the others, I find it calming like... like if ever the lord decided that it is my time already I'll be glad that it is in a hospital, I don't know but it's like how I think most of the times I'm a melancholy person, I hate that about myself too don't worry, I'm actually jealous to all those people who can laugh so hard by just a flying mosquito or something or let's just say simple things, I wish I had that kind of personality too so that I can just throw all my sadness away and think of something new that can clear my head and make me happy but I think I should stop thinking about that when it's literally 12 in the fucking midnight.

I look at all these people inside my ward I think, this people must be Wonyoung's friends ahh this people are really kind not like the rich kid I imagine them to be but let's be honest Wonyoung really had an attitude I mean she's proud about it and with an air of a nobility check, sassy attitude check, a bitch check, confident and full of herself check! Whenever I slip my mouth and tell her that she's so pretty she would look back at with her oh so beautiful eyes and reply of course I am I know you would say that line, can't fault her though I mean she's really pretty, beautiful, cute, cuddly, baby, goofy yes goofy she always tries to hide it but it show sometimes, funny, and kind in her own way but why I am being like this about her?

I looked at Wonyoung besides me her arms folded so that she can put her head on it making it her pillow, I badly wanted to put her beside me so that we can sleep together again like we always do in the past few days but I don't want to wake her up. She's the only one that I think is having a not so comfy sleeping position with sitting in just a chair and not being able to lay down, Liz and the others are in big sofas where they can lay beside each other and I think Wonyoung can't fit there anymore, well it crowded after all I think there are more than 8 people inside this room.

I look at Wonyoung again and sigh heavily, I brush her hair softly, gazing at her as softly as my fingers are running in her smooth and healthy hair. I stop my hand from doing any more movements that might wake her up when I saw that she's moving a little, scared that she'll see my longing and loving eyes.

I can't do this anymore it'll be hurting me more if I just try to keep it and don't acknowledge it sooner.

I think I have a big confession to make.

I love her, I never thought that I would fall in love so quickly and I would be heartbroken too at the same time, I try so hard to make myself believe that I just love her as a friend since she's the first person that ever show me kindness in a unique way, but as days goes by and as minutes and hour that I spends with her I realised that I'm just lying to myself that this feeling is not just a platonic love, it's something more, I'm fucking scared, I'm scared that I'll lose her if she knows about it, so I'll be keeping this secret as long as I can, I'll learn to act how to smile and laugh for her even if I'm hurting inside whenever she and Sunghoon is with each other, it's at that time I started to feel something but I just bother myself about it and here I am being a fool looking at her dreaming that it'll be me that she'll be with at the end, but I know it's never going to happen.

"I love so much, it hurts but I can live my life in pain for you" I whisper at the night looking at her peacefully sleeping face.

My eye sockets waters and big droplets of tears pours out of my eyes, I clench my fist trying my best to not let any sound scape my mouth, I stop breathing a few seconds so that my sorrowful mewls of cry will not be heard, I'm so fucking stupid for falling in love so quickly at a person who doesn't even know it and is in a relationship.

That night I cry myself to sleep.

Wonyoung's POV

"Yn what do you want to eat?" I ask while holding my phone getting ready to order us foods since we're already hungry, we wake up at 9 am and that's pretty late for us.

"Just chicken and rice I think?" She replies back shortly looking at my direction since she's playing FPS with everyone, everyone so hyped up when I introduced them to each other and they quickly become friends Yn clearly knows how to make herself loved.

"Ok I got it, how bout you Unnies? And please this will be the last game I swear I'll be shooing you all out here if still don't stop, Yn just got into an accident she may still be tired" I ask and reprimand them

"The usual Wonyoungie! I'm sure you know or preferences, also don't forget my ice cream ok? Oh shit Yn shot I need medic, Chaeyeon where are you?! I'm literally dying here" Eunbi Unnie shouted panicking when Yn shot her, I just laugh at their reactions and tell Yn to bring them down, after that I ordered us foods I told everyone that it's done and we just need to wait, they said ok and continue playing.

"Yn go shoot her more make sure she never gets up palli!" Yujin Unnie shouted at Yn

"On it, on your back! Ok I got it!" Yn replied back then warned Yujin, Yuri is at her back with an AK riffle

"Oh gosh thank you, Sakura almost killed me there my health almost down to zero! You bitch! Leeseo can you here me!? I need you here, yeah I'm at the back of the church. What! Don't be a baby Rei and Liz will be covering you!" Yujin Unnie shouted looking stress and worn out, I laughed at her struggling so hard that she sends a glare on my way, I act scared and look at Yn trying to act miserable.

"Look Yn ~ she's scaring me and glaring at me for no reason at all, she's bullying me, you must not help her anymore!" I uses my aegyo voice and put my head in her shoulder then cling on her arms softly trying my best to not hurt her wounds I act cute more and buried my head at the crook of her neck, she laughs getting a little ticklish, while I got infected and laugh with her too still not letting her go.

"Yeah Wonyoung-ah you'll be the one who's going to take Yn to her downfall if you keep clinging to her like a needy gf" Hyewon jokes while blush and I again hide my face in Yn's neck she just laugh at it, and pat my head when her character is in a safe zone then arrange her shoulder in a good position so that I can lay on it more comfortably, while everyone busy doing their best trying to beat Yn which is really I caught Gaeul Unnie looking at like she's trying to get my attention which she did, she raise an eyebrow at me, communicating with me silently.

Wonyoung: what?

Gaeul: let's talk later.

Wonyoung: ok.