I had accidentally expressed my frustration out loud and he stood up angrily and picked up a bottle of water and threw it in my face "AT THIS POINT YOU SHOULD JUST KILL YOURSELF GUESS WHAT THE OTHER STUDENTS TOLD ME ABOUT YOU AND THEY KNOW SOME STUFF ABOUT YOU, YOU DONT EVEN KNOW YOURSELF LIKE STUFF ABOUT YOUR DAD I WISH HE HAD BEEN SUCCSEFUL IN KILLING YOU," He screamed.
I froze, those words hit me like an ultra fast train what did he mean by things i don't even know about myself and the were some of the worst i had ever heard. I slapped him in the face before the bell rang to signal the end of school I ran out as fast as i could and i had to buy some groceries after school, but when i was checking out i literally could not talk this had happened before but i never thought anything much of it i mean my mum didn't let me. this is how the conversation went.
Cashier: that would be £32 please, cash or card
Starlett: ...
Cashier: Cash or card?!?
Starlett: I ehm uhm well *tears start rolling down her cheecks*
Cashier: ...
Cashier: Are you ok, take your time
Starlett: ca-a-a
Cashier: ca rd or sh?
Other customers: We don't have all day *throws tomatoes*
Lets just say i left the store in tears and didn't even look up to cross the road I just had my hands covering my ugly face i didn't want people to see my mascara or think i was a cry-baby I also most definitely didn't someone to post a photo of me or rumours going round. When i got home i decided to watch watamote because it's so relatable and it's almost sad how relatable it is. after that my confidence and everything plummeted and i dropped out of college and became a party animal i was forgetting to take my pills and was being traumatised by the outcomes it became so much i just climbed to the roof of the flat and jumped...
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HumorHi my name is Starlett! and I really love cute things the only thing is im really really really sick but apart from that i'm getting treatment or so i thought...
