Learning to Love Again

Chapter 1

Ring, ring.

Ughhhhhh! The first day of senior year, oh joy! Note the sarcasm dripping from the sentence. I woke up for starters seeing that it was 8:27 and school started at half past 8. I was going to be late, that I knew. I lazily made myself to the bathroom to continue on with my morning routine. I walked back in to my bedroom with a towel wrapped around my body with another one in my hands drying my hair. I didn't have enough time to blow dry it. I threw any pieces of clothes that came in to contact with my hand and laid them onto my bed to wear after putting on my underwear. After I was done I got my bag and phone and got out of my room. I was such in a rush that I forgot that I even had stairs. You all know what happens next, I fell down until the last step. Eh so what at least I got down faster, but damn did it hurt.

I ran out of the door as it is now 8:43. I couldn't find my car keys so I thought why waste time in finding them when I can run plus at the end of it I will get my exercise done and dusted. So I know your all wondering what exactly happened after the accident. Well...

 I was in a coma for about 9 months so I missed all of my junior year as it was nearly half way through the school year. When I woke up I was bombarded with questions. Me being the complete idiot I am asked for Kai, I don't know why I guess I forgot the part where he broke my heart. My mom gave me a sympathetic look.

"You don't remember do you?" She said as she placed her warm hand on my cheek slowly stoking it. What is she talking about? She saw my confused look and explained.

"You and Kai broke up when you guys were at the party and then you went on the road, trying to attempt suicide." As she said the last word a tear slipped from her eye. I never attempted suicide. What the hell is goin- I stopped myself from thinking the question as the answer came. I saw Kai kissing Emily then when I confronted them I ran out the door of the party on to the road to get to my car which was on the other side of it. As I was standing there on the road I didn't see the car coming and when I did notice it, it was clearly too late. That all I remember nothing to do with suicide.

"Kai told the police that after the break up you didn't want to face the heart break so that's why you stood there on the road. Emily was a witness to the incident and also gave a statement." Mom stated while looking at me. Those bastards, they fooled the police but not mom, she knows I will never do such a thing as to leave her and dad alone. I am an only child so I am all that is left for them; they cut all contact with their families. Big family fight that lasted till now.

"You know that I will never leave you or dad, right?" I said with confidence as I changed positions to get a better look at mom.

"I don't know anymore, how can I believe you if there were so many witnesses that all said the same story. Coincidence I think not." She said with a not so believing look. Well there goes my confidence down the drain. Anyway after that day I was in lock down. Meaning that my parents had to know my every move, they thought I would try to put up a 'stunt' like that again. Nope not gonna happen, the pain was like the side that the car hit was on fire. It's a experience I do not want to live through again. Okay now I am getting too carried away, the hell hole I call school awaits me.