Insane love

Love or Death

Okay So I hope that last chapter was okay. But this is going to be a new person okay. Also I am not trying to say this is what anyone need to do. okay. I just am writing. But I relised that if you have problems with your self you should just skip this chapter. <3 Enjoy

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My name is Mai.

I hate myself ,my body, my brain, my everything. I mean The only one I love is her, she makes me want to live. She makes me smile when I am sad. She somehow puts up with me. She always wants so be with me.

She told me to write in a journal. And to write what I have done to my self.

Today I almost resorted to death but I relised that Audrey wouldn't be able to live with her self. So I ended up just slitting my wrists. Then thaking a nap. So nothing much.

Audrey Reads the journal each week. Just to see how I am doing. I noticed that she crying more each time she reads it. So half of the time I lie about what I have done. But some how she always knows.

Sometimes she sneaks over to my house just because she is scared that when she wakes up I won't be there with her. So I let her sleep with me in my bed. Sometimes I don't relise she has even came over.

But I sometimes wonder why she does all of this. Then a week after the last time she checked my journal she didn't come over. So I went over to house. But when I did...

She was is the bath... dead! she slit her own throat. And died. I guess it's my fault. She must of thought... No... Maybe because she was always worried about me. She never would tell me. I don't know why she did't tell me.

I call the police and tell them what has happened. They come and take pictures. I don't know what to do.

A few months later I stop my ways. And tell Everyone her story. I go to local schools and tell them how she was the best person in the world. And I tell them that I was the cause of why she never told anyone.

Now I just wait tell I die so I can see her again in heaven.