Do Not read. If You Do, I'm Sorry. Don't Try Comfort Me Please, I Don't Want It.

log #2

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I Putain de this .

I've done everything. Fucking everything I can. Why does this keep happening this is the FIFTH FUCKING TIME.

I'M IN THE SAME PLACE, CRYING WHILE CUDDLING A GODDAMN TEDDY BEAR.

A TEDDY BEAR? HOW FUCKING CHILDISH OF ME.

Why is it always the ones I care for....... Why does it always happen to me?. I've done everything I could.. I did everything I was supposed to...