𝐢 𝐬𝐰𝐞𝐚𝐫 𝐦𝐲 𝐡𝐞𝐚𝐫𝐭 𝐢𝐬 𝐧𝐞𝐯𝐞𝐫 𝐠𝐢𝐯𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐮𝐩
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𝚰𝐍 𝐖𝐇𝚰𝐂𝐇...
scarlett knew nothing about wilbur any other minecraft youtubers. but when her friend gets a notification from theaustinshow about a love or host for wilbur...
I closed the door and went to my computer set up and had the urge to stream. I made sure to test the group chat that I was streaming and for them to not make to much noise. I went to my twitch channel.
* scars.happy.place has gone live*
I smiled seeing all of my followers join and saying hi. "Hey guys! I might not stream for long since I have a class in an hour. But I think I would just chat with you guys and maybe- maybe- practice one of the songs I'm in the process of finishing. hows that?" I asked them and say a bunch of yes's fill the chat. And with that I got up to get my guitar. I cleared my throat before I started strumming the strings. I opened my notebook that was on my desk. It was a dark blue color with a bunch of doodles on the front. I went to the page with the lyrics and started singing.
you haven't been good for long
is it the sound of your own thoughts
that always keep you up at night
maybe its time to say goodbye
cause im getting pretty fucking tired
I just sang some vocals before continuing with the next lyrics
you haven't felt right for days
is it the fact you never say
what comes in your mind that day
maybe its time to shut away
cause im never really felt okay
I just strummed the strings and went with the beat that just felt right
cause ive been eating
less all day to give my brain
some extra space to think
about all the things to do to help
distract me from the rude of heart
I kept strumming until I came to an end. I took a deep breath forgetting for a few seconds that I was streaming and felt a tear roll down my face. I remembered where I was and what I was doing. I brightened up and turned the monitor.
"I don't know if it's that good. But that's the song." I looked to the chat and saw most of them were praising me, saying how good the tune was, and how the song was great. " aww guys stop, you're making me blush" I joked covering my face. I continued just talking and answering donos and questions, etc.
INSTAGRAM, september 17'th
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