*Stella's POV*
I can't even talk. I'm so happy that Maddi woke up. I follow Dan to Maddi an I's room. Her bed is across from mine so when Dan plops Maddi dow on her bed i fall on mine. My bed is navy and the pillows have a tumblr logo and the other has a youtube logo. I laugh at my nerdy bed and cuddle the toy lion that sits on my bed. I look at Maddi and she's awake but is still. I get up and sit her constellation duvet. I pull her head onto my lap and she looks up at me. Her brown, more green, eyes look up at me and i say "How was your nap?" She frowns and says "Thats not funny. I almost died. I was half dead Stella." I look at her in surprise. "Im sorry. I didn't think you would take it seriously." She closes her eyes and i see her shoulders drop. Is she slipping back into depression. When we were younger we both had severe depression and anxiety and it didn't help that we were in a foster house. We didn't have enough money for a therapist or antidepressants. So we kinda just dealed with it.
Depression sucks. thats all i have to say.
Her breathing turns soft and she completely relaxes on my lap. She's asleep. I gently put her under the blanket and leave the room to talk with Dan and Phil. I walk down the stairs into the lounge. Dan is leaning his head on Phil's shoulder and the tv is playing adventure time. I laugh and they both sit up instantly. "Calm down you guys im not a murderer. Not yet at least." i wink at them but then sit with them on the couch. They pause the show and i start talking. " I think we should get Maddi to see a therapist." confused faces shine back at me. "When we were in the bedroom i said a joke. It wasn't necessarily a good joke. I asked her how her nap was." Dan laughs a little but stays serious. "She said 'thats not funny. i almost died Stella. i was half dead' And Maddi and i used to have depression. I think she needs to see someone r this can get really serious." Dan nods and phil says "We can see what we can do. First im hungry. Pizza?" "Pizza." Dan and i both say. "This is like the fault in our stars isn't it." I say. "hashtag spon" Phil and i start laughing and then Maddi trudges downstairs. She's holding a dinosaur toy. She looks like death. "we're ordering pizza" i say calmly. "Only if its canadian bacon. she says tiredly.
*TIME SKIP*
As we eat pizza and watch movies and just appreciate being a full family. "I think im going to film a video tomorrow." Phil says. "And i want everyone in it." he says. Maddi and i stare at each other. "That sounds great" We both say trying to contain our inner fangirl.
