I am such a freak
Please help me
I am such a freak
Something inside my head
Is definitely broken
And it will never come back
I often lie that's everything fine
But God hear me out!
I wanna die so much
I am such a freak
No one even like me
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My dad isn't alchie
But he drinks everytime I see him
I don't hate him
But he makes me cry
Always I see how he treat my mom
I didn't say I hate him
But God why he is like that?
Why he don't love me like others dad?
Why he is never satisfied of me and my sister?
She's trying her best
but he just see her mistakes
He is always believing in our brother
But it's okay I won't be mad
Just why are you like that dad?
I didn't hear the real words ,,I love you" from you
You're lying, you don't love me and I know that!
I will never let you to see my eyes are wet
Whenever you screams at her
My mother want to be dead
Just because of you dad
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I know I am different from other's
But that doesn't mean you can hurt me
Stop laughing at me
I know I am such a freak
But stop laughing at me!
Difference doesn't mean I am not a human like you
I can feel too
