I rather die than feel dead everyday
I can't fall asleep when they are talking so loud
I can't make her proud
Sorry mama I have to go now
I am gonna drown in my own tears
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I can't be the child you wanted mom
I am sorry to be disappointed
I am sorry to be a failure
But I am only a human
I tried, I always trying my best
Maybe I can suggest
Try believing still in my sister
Cuz she is always better than me
