Bullied by Ashton Irwin

Misery

ALEXIS POV
"Idiot! Go kill yourself!" Ashton spat at me, pushing me into the lockers with all his might. I really wish I could stick up for myself, but I'm to afraid of him. "MOVE IT! Alexis you okay!?"I heard someone yell, it was Luke ,my friend... I think. "Hey, you okay?" He asked. " Yeah, I guess" "you sure Alexis ?" "Yeah" Luke helped me up. We walked to class together which was math. Mr. Harper always said I was amazing at math, which is very hard to believe.
The day went by really fast, before I knew it I was walking outside. Ashton is always usually there, but thankfully he wasn't, I walked home in the warm breezy air alone like usual, I finally got home and sat in my room alone. Grabbed a blade and cut my wrist, I never feel anything anymore because I was use to it, so it doesn't bother me. If I would've gotten away with my suicide I'm 100% sure I would be gone . Ashton would be so proud of me! He always has to put me trough misery, I just don't get it. One day he might beat me to death, and I hope he feels really guilty. All I have to worry about as of now though is bleeding to death from the self harm, that's all. My family came home and I was in such a rush to get the blood of my wrist, then threw a baggy sweat shirt on to hide the marks. My mom started to make her way upstairs to check on me. "You home Alex?" She yelled "Yeah Mom!" I yelled back. My little sister Angie ran in my room and gave me a big huge hug like always. Then she ran out. Out of no where I ran to bathroom and threw up.