Bullied by Ashton Irwin

Help me

ALEXIS POV:
After last night my Mom still made me go to school. I knew I was going to see Ashton but I tried to hide my fear. As I was walking to class I saw him, I speed up my walking trying to hide in my sweat shirt. "Hey, bitch! Where the fuck do you think your going!" Ashton yelled at me. I tried to ignore him but he pulled my arm which revealed my cuts. His eyes widened as he just stared at my drawings on my canvas. he just shook his head in displeasure then said "How stupid are you dyke!Your gonna die from this and I'll watch the show and laugh! Bitch!" This hurt me so much. I ran to the bathroom and burst into tears. I didn't realise I was in there for two house balling and Ashton's girl came up to me, here name is Yanelle she saw me crying and acted like she cared it me hurt me even worse. If you don't care about me don't say anything to me!
ASHTON POV:
Is she okay? Did I really hurt her? All of the thoughts wrapped around my fingers. You may not believe me, but I'm so selfish and sorry that I do this to Alexis. She is so cute, I only bully her so I don't lose Michael and Calum. And I can't stand Luke he's such a stupid dick. He always has his eyes on Alexis, I guess I'm kinda jealous of that though. Gosh! What am I doing, I'm suppose to hate her! I might like her. I wonder if this really does hurt her? Now you'll never know.
ALEXIS POV:
I started talking to Luke after school, "hey what's up?" "Nothing really, same as always." I said." Can I ask you something?" Luke said. "Yeah sure, as long as it's not about Ashton." " It's not, um, would you like to go on a date some time?" I was stunned that he asked me this. "Sure." I said.

The next day I couldn't stop thinking about Luke. He really does care, he made me forget all about Ashton. Mr. Harper told me that I have to tutor
someone. " I will tell you who it is at the end of class." " Uh.. okay" I said.
The end of class finally came "you are tutoring... Ashton." My Heart skipped a beat. "Wait... you said Ashlyn right, not Ashton right." "Nope Ashton." " Uh... okay." I got home and I just cried for hours straight. I can't believe this, I'm not going to do this I can't get through it. My life is so horrible, I hate it! I just want to die.